It's past midnight now and I have nothing else better to do so I decided to blog; whatever that comes to my mind.
I realised my posts these days are rather short or, VERY SHORT. Have been too lazy to do or write up quality posts but just put up pictures in this space. Well... I guess the majority of us like to see pictures rather than reading through lengthy, chunky paragraphs? I don't know, just my opinion. Maybe I'll do a VLOG sometime soon? How bout that? ^.^ But honestly, I don't know how to go about doing that :\ neither do I wanna film myself and put it on Youtube just to have that code to put it on my blog or wherever I'd like to put it, I don't know!!! Haha! Like where do I create an account and all that, someone fill me in please! :)
Dad's in K.L now with Janelle and he's coming back tomorrow. Though he seldom talks at home (he is a man with few words), or comes home late almost every night from work, the house feels pretty empty without him at home or knowing that he's on the way home every night. I don't know what I'd do without my Dad sometimes, or should I say what my family would do without him. He's the best Dad and parent I could ever have and the only strongest, sole breadwinner for my family.
Becky's no longer staying in my house and it also feels so empty without her around :( I miss waking up to her scratching and sniffing so loudly at my door, I miss her staring at me while I eat or sleep, I miss her sitting/lying down by my open door and staring at me do my own things, I miss her warm welcome and licks all over when I reach home or go knocking on the door, she'd wag her tail and jump on me all so happily like as if I brought back a giant treat for me, haha. What the fuck is wrong with me man, I'm writing this as if she died =.= *touch wood* She'll live long! :') I love Becky! a.k.a. Fatty or what we'd like to call her; a loaf of bread (HAHA!)
I don't know what is wrong with my laptop, I think it's gonna die soon. It keeps overheating rather fast, especially since my battery is spoilt and I'm only relying on my charger :\ But I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this lappy will last me for another year! Or at least for another semester before my internship starts >.< Then I plan to sell off this lappy and buy myself a SMALLER/SLIMMER, LIGHTER, PRETTIER laptop, HAHA *grins* Can't wait to fucking graduate from RP and do something else I really like or wish to pursue in - which I don't quite know yet. My interests or plans just keeps changing every time someone asks me this question. I'll just go with the flow for now.
There's gonna be an eco flea market at EXPO next Saturday and the organizers have reserved a booth for me! But I'm still considering it because it's $70 per booth (which is the PRICIEST rent I have ever seen for just doing ONE day of flea) and they have quite a lot of terms and conditions or rules to abide to. Like not allowing us to bring our own or extra chairs to sit because they're already providing 2 chairs for each booth. But come to think of it, if anyone of us brought extra chairs to sit, we'd probably block most parts of the passage way for anyone to walk through :\ Hope I'll come to a decision soon because they're gonna let it go if I don't make payment within 48 hours!!!
Tomorrow or maybe for the next few days, I don't know? My baby's gonna face a LIFE-CHANGING thingy.... I don't know how to put it either omg, haha. I bet he's still feeling really anxious and over the moon over that matter. I just hope for the best for him. If he really gets it, I'd be really happy for him :) Love you baby! <3 Please get some good night's sleep? :( We'll watch the hunger games and eat pancakes soon! v^.^v
Fuck, I feel like I'm getting fatter though my weight is still the same. I honestly feel so sad and ugly like a ball and looking like shrek :( LOL
Okay and to end off this rather long, random post today, I'd like to say: Fuck FYP. I still think its useless and a waste of time for RP students to do FYP. I guess only RP students will understand this. Right?
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