Thursday, March 22

A light confession

Honestly, these are some of the things I'm unhappy or unsatisfied with myself - regarding my outer or physical appearance, and I'm pretty sure many other girls out there feel the same way too and understand how it feels like to be ugly or fat or not skinny/pretty enough and etc and at the same time wish that they could change something or at least have something that could make them feel happier and more confident about themselves, when it comes to physical appearances.

I know, I've heard it before: "Every shape, size, colour, blablabla...... is beautiful". I agree with that, really. I mean, its just normal for us girls to feel like that or insecure about ourselves sometimes if you know what I mean. I shan't go into detail about that least someone comes and butt me or shoot me off, haha.

So here's a list of what I'd wish to change or dislike about my outer-self:

My fat cheeks - when I smile its just x2 of its size
My dark circles - no amount of concealer/concealing is enough to hide it
How easy my face gets pimples & leaves scars - especially on my forehead
My tummy - when I sit down its just...................... ok let's not go there
My fat flabby arms - no comment. Its honestly just so hard to lose it and neither do I wanna build muscles if I were to tone it, idk. Just feel like slicing them off =.= LOL
My tanned UNEVEN skin :( But that can't be helped since I love the sun a lot and love the beaches ^.^ I think I should go tan naked one day just to even my skin tone out :p
I'm not exactly bothered by my weight but its just these few factors that haunt me :< hahaha.

IT JUST SOUNDS LIKE I NEED TO QUIT BUMMING AROUND OR EATING SO MUCH AND JUST EXERCISE & DRINK LOTSA WATER!!!!! In which I will never be disciplined enough to do :< hahaha. How I wish I could wake up one day looking skinny. And why? Because FASHION loves SKINNY now -__- seriously, just look everywhere. Not that I can't fit into em (Really, sometimes I can't) but I actually look FAT in it or it just isn't suited for my body type, I don't know. Girl problems~ haha!

Anyway......... I just bought a pair of tickets for Samuel & I to go catch the opening of 'The Hunger Games' later @ 7:30pm! Can't wait! ^.^
OH, NACHOS. HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!! :p

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