Oh hot damn

Love the dress and love her body.

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Oh yeah~ what I pretty much wish for now, hehe. A tiny, cosy apartment for two will do :> to live with samuel, teehee ^^v
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As soon as I got out of bed this morning, I decided to continue doing my fyp report - due this Friday morn'. Boo........ gotta make my way to school again :(
Stared at my laptop almost the WHOLE of today trying to finish up my report which burnt my eyes, literally. Have never felt so hardworking ever since our UT3 perhaps? Haha! Joke. Now I'm left with just the formatting and layout of my report and I guess I could finally say I'M DONE!!!!!!!!!!! *jumps around* Am sure gonna have a good sleep tonight, even after taking a good whole 1.5 hrs nap.

Daisy lace top

Yay or Nay?

Instagram

(Source: Google Images)

Went to school for fyp meeting in the morning and met my girls; Wan yee, Hazel, Jovin, together with Cecilia at paya lebar in the afternoon ^.^ It had been so long since we girls hung out together, ever since school ended. Wan yee wanted to go city plaza to check out shoes but she didn't manage to find the one she wanted :( which I also simply adored! - the black or hot pink scallop platforms. Not quite sure what it's called but they're already selling it online on some blog shops and one of the owners there in the shop said they'll only bring it in during mid april, will probably go there again to check it out then, haha. I bought a top for $23 there too, shall take a pic with it and upload it soon ;>
After walking around in city plaza we headed to chill at Rochester Drive's Starbucks (about a good 15 mins walk from Buona Vista). Totally loved the atmosphere there and the place looked like a bungalow? Rather romantic in the night but ulu and scary to walk back out I'd say. So it's better still if you have a car or drive, if you know what I mean ;) hahaha.
Met my dear Samuel at Jurong Point for dinner thereafter <3
~GREAT MONDAY~

Zayn Malik

Cute guy from One Direction, hahaha ^.^

TRUE THAT :D

Smoochiezzz

My new buys yesterday with AL: elf eye primer, 2 elf makeup brushes, O.P.I top coat and Elssie nail polish in 'Innocent' colour, altogether for just $20??? Haha! Spent half of my day's earnings so quickly already :( but at least I got myself good buys! v^.^v

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Look what FINALLY arrived yesterday when I got home...................
My T-Bar Mary Jane Platforms!!! :))) I was super delighted to open my parcel, like a kid unwrapping her christmas presents given from santa :B hahaha.
For those of you who are curious, it's rather comfortable, just that the material seems like those (cheap) shoes that will spoil after awhile (if you get what I mean) - especially on rainy days :o But other than that, it's definitely blister-free! ;)

loveandbravery.com

Ordered these 3 lovely dresses for myself! ^.^ Can't wait to try em on when they arrive! :-*

A light confession

Honestly, these are some of the things I'm unhappy or unsatisfied with myself - regarding my outer or physical appearance, and I'm pretty sure many other girls out there feel the same way too and understand how it feels like to be ugly or fat or not skinny/pretty enough and etc and at the same time wish that they could change something or at least have something that could make them feel happier and more confident about themselves, when it comes to physical appearances.

I know, I've heard it before: "Every shape, size, colour, blablabla...... is beautiful". I agree with that, really. I mean, its just normal for us girls to feel like that or insecure about ourselves sometimes if you know what I mean. I shan't go into detail about that least someone comes and butt me or shoot me off, haha.

So here's a list of what I'd wish to change or dislike about my outer-self:

My fat cheeks - when I smile its just x2 of its size
My dark circles - no amount of concealer/concealing is enough to hide it
How easy my face gets pimples & leaves scars - especially on my forehead
My tummy - when I sit down its just...................... ok let's not go there
My fat flabby arms - no comment. Its honestly just so hard to lose it and neither do I wanna build muscles if I were to tone it, idk. Just feel like slicing them off =.= LOL
My tanned UNEVEN skin :( But that can't be helped since I love the sun a lot and love the beaches ^.^ I think I should go tan naked one day just to even my skin tone out :p
I'm not exactly bothered by my weight but its just these few factors that haunt me :< hahaha.

IT JUST SOUNDS LIKE I NEED TO QUIT BUMMING AROUND OR EATING SO MUCH AND JUST EXERCISE & DRINK LOTSA WATER!!!!! In which I will never be disciplined enough to do :< hahaha. How I wish I could wake up one day looking skinny. And why? Because FASHION loves SKINNY now -__- seriously, just look everywhere. Not that I can't fit into em (Really, sometimes I can't) but I actually look FAT in it or it just isn't suited for my body type, I don't know. Girl problems~ haha!

Anyway......... I just bought a pair of tickets for Samuel & I to go catch the opening of 'The Hunger Games' later @ 7:30pm! Can't wait! ^.^
OH, NACHOS. HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!! :p

Now playing: Stronger - Glee cast

It's past midnight now and I have nothing else better to do so I decided to blog; whatever that comes to my mind.
I realised my posts these days are rather short or, VERY SHORT. Have been too lazy to do or write up quality posts but just put up pictures in this space. Well... I guess the majority of us like to see pictures rather than reading through lengthy, chunky paragraphs? I don't know, just my opinion. Maybe I'll do a VLOG sometime soon? How bout that? ^.^ But honestly, I don't know how to go about doing that :\ neither do I wanna film myself and put it on Youtube just to have that code to put it on my blog or wherever I'd like to put it, I don't know!!! Haha! Like where do I create an account and all that, someone fill me in please! :)

Dad's in K.L now with Janelle and he's coming back tomorrow. Though he seldom talks at home (he is a man with few words), or comes home late almost every night from work, the house feels pretty empty without him at home or knowing that he's on the way home every night. I don't know what I'd do without my Dad sometimes, or should I say what my family would do without him. He's the best Dad and parent I could ever have and the only strongest, sole breadwinner for my family.

Becky's no longer staying in my house and it also feels so empty without her around :( I miss waking up to her scratching and sniffing so loudly at my door, I miss her staring at me while I eat or sleep, I miss her sitting/lying down by my open door and staring at me do my own things, I miss her warm welcome and licks all over when I reach home or go knocking on the door, she'd wag her tail and jump on me all so happily like as if I brought back a giant treat for me, haha. What the fuck is wrong with me man, I'm writing this as if she died =.= *touch wood* She'll live long! :') I love Becky! a.k.a. Fatty or what we'd like to call her; a loaf of bread (HAHA!)

I don't know what is wrong with my laptop, I think it's gonna die soon. It keeps overheating rather fast, especially since my battery is spoilt and I'm only relying on my charger :\ But I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this lappy will last me for another year! Or at least for another semester before my internship starts >.< Then I plan to sell off this lappy and buy myself a SMALLER/SLIMMER, LIGHTER, PRETTIER laptop, HAHA *grins* Can't wait to fucking graduate from RP and do something else I really like or wish to pursue in - which I don't quite know yet. My interests or plans just keeps changing every time someone asks me this question. I'll just go with the flow for now.

There's gonna be an eco flea market at EXPO next Saturday and the organizers have reserved a booth for me! But I'm still considering it because it's $70 per booth (which is the PRICIEST rent I have ever seen for just doing ONE day of flea) and they have quite a lot of terms and conditions or rules to abide to. Like not allowing us to bring our own or extra chairs to sit because they're already providing 2 chairs for each booth. But come to think of it, if anyone of us brought extra chairs to sit, we'd probably block most parts of the passage way for anyone to walk through :\ Hope I'll come to a decision soon because they're gonna let it go if I don't make payment within 48 hours!!!

Tomorrow or maybe for the next few days, I don't know? My baby's gonna face a LIFE-CHANGING thingy.... I don't know how to put it either omg, haha. I bet he's still feeling really anxious and over the moon over that matter. I just hope for the best for him. If he really gets it, I'd be really happy for him :) Love you baby! <3 Please get some good night's sleep? :( We'll watch the hunger games and eat pancakes soon! v^.^v

Fuck, I feel like I'm getting fatter though my weight is still the same. I honestly feel so sad and ugly like a ball and looking like shrek :( LOL

Okay and to end off this rather long, random post today, I'd like to say: Fuck FYP. I still think its useless and a waste of time for RP students to do FYP. I guess only RP students will understand this. Right?

FOR SALE

Authentic LV bag (secondhand) going for $500 (Price still negotiable)
Any enquiries just leave me an email at kellyng@live.com.sg
:)

all day, everyday

guess who

Sent becky home yesterday :( Will miss her <3

The Woman In Black

Catching this with my sister at GV Katong later! :O

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This movie is some creepishly-shocking-dumb-horror.
It's something I would just watch on Funshion, sorry! :\

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last bungalow stay

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Went back to school for fyp again today. Just two words for it: SUPER SIAN.
But at least I got to meet Samuel for lunch in school today @ Subway :) & he was nice to accompany me to bbdc to book my FTT. Speaking of FTT, the earliest date I managed to book was in MAY -..- so long, sigh. I still hope I can get my driving's license by the end of this year! :D

I have a hair appointment tomorrow! Not sure what I'mma do to my hair yet though. Probably treatment? DEFINITELY NOT CUTTING cause its quite short already.. haha!

Toodles! xx

Lazy Sunday

Thai dinner buffet

Was supposed to meet Ariane on Friday for some Korean BBQ buffet dinner which we got Groupons for but sadly, it was full house that night and we didn't made any prior reservations since we got the Groupons on the day itself. So instead, we settled for a thai dinner buffet over at Bedok Simpang area, just across the road from bedok simpang (I think), haha. It's a shop called 'Tom Yum Goong'.
And what's best about this thai buffet is that it offers a variety of about 20 plus dishes for you to choose from, including desserts, and also a free flow of ice lemon tea and whatever drinks that was included in the menu - which I don't remember what already, and all that for $18 per person ^.^
I would say its worth it if you're really hungry, because it's an ALL-YOU-CAN-EAT kinda thing, you can order as many times as you want over and over again for a same dish O.O and it comes in rather small servings at one so you don't have to be afraid of filling up so fast if you wanna try like 20+ different dishes on that menu and you won't waste any food either! ;) It was good for me, I would go there again definitely :> I love how generous they are with their prawns! haha :>

Wishlist

> a cute swimsuit (1-piece/bikini) though I already have 3 bikinis -..-
> rollerblades
> jump rope
> dye hair (darker brown/red)
> a tie dye shirt
> new laptop skin
> new iPhone cover
> pierce my left ear

No $$$

My dear Cecilia called me up just now to tell me that her boss was looking for another girl to do the temp job together with her which I thought was fun and its $8/hr! After calculating, that's like $72?!! I mean, where can you earn $72 per DAY for a job like that; dressed up, asking ppl to taste coffee samples and asking em to like the company's FB page -.- sounds alright doesn't it? BUT I CAN'T GO because ITS ON THIS SATURDAY = My 1st mth with Samuel, our very special day together! v^.^v
I can't wait to spend more time with him this coming weekend. It sucks pretty much when your other half lives on practically the other side of the "world". Woodlands - Marine Parade; how much further apart can we get? :(

FYP

Labwork's gonna be finished soon, but more paper work to be done now :< I'm so T.I.R.E.D or haven't been getting enough/proper sleep of late till my eyebags and dark circles are appearing now :O
Sigh I look so sick and ew :(

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I'm rather exhausted right now.. had a long day out at school doing labwork for fyp, came home to finish up my logbook (fyp again); tons of paper cutting and pasting, until I felt sick of glue-ing the pictures to my logbook and the feeling of glue sticking to my hands and fingers :x

But on a brighter note, I got to catch up with some of my favourite classmates over lunch whom were in school as well for their fyps, totally missed 'em during the holidays!
Went for a short run just now over at ecp with fat becs and my sister -- whom were just brisk walking, and did I mention that Becky LOVES the sand? Haha. Too bad it was already dark to take any picture or a video of her running crazily on the sand ^.^

I want a pink bike! (Officially added to my wishlist)

Mink's

aww.. so pretty. wish I could get one of those!

noOOoOOooOOOo :(

Gotta reach school by 9AM tmrw for FYP.
Oh, why do we have to have FYP on a monday :(
Can't wait to get this week over and done with. Hope my literature review doesn't need any amendments *keeping my fingers crossed*
Am gonna start going back to running tomorrow perhaps? I should try running every night at ecp for a week and see how it goes! ^.^ (sounds rather impossible) BUT I need or WANT to go back to 47kg and lose the fats in my face without skipping any meals whatsoever!!! I STILL LOVE TO EAT!!!!!

:)

Anyone can catch your eye but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

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Look at how she's sleeping! Hahaha :>

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Currently chiong-ing (or at least trying to chiong) my 10 page lit review which is due upcoming Monday. Best part is, I haven't even started on it -..- am I dead or what? I always can't seem to be disciplined or motivated enough to start any of my work early, considering that I do have an adequate amount of time to do and finish it since the given assigned dates. Same goes for my PP in year 2 but well.... AT LEAST THAT'S OVER! *phew* haha. Alright, shall get started now. Can't wait for Samuel to come over later and spend some more time together! v^.^v

xx

'Draw Something' App

All the funny shit drawings so far........ I just had to print screen em ^^