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I have so many things to say but yet it's so difficult to pen everything down here. Let's just say I'm stuck at a standstill at a road junction, not knowing which road to take next. There are so many 'what ifs', 'buts', 'have beens', ah..... just a lot of question marks in my head. Not that I'm afraid of the outcomes or the choices that I will make, but the in-between processes of waiting, wishing, or hoping and etc. Are these matters worth my time? Will I get hurt? I don't know.

Hair

I cut my fringe again! :B

Wishlist

I LOVE this bag!!!!! I wanna buy it but I doubt I'd be able to find an identical/similar/simple one anywhere here in Singapore :( SIGH.

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Yeap, I could totally relate to this one... haha.
It's half-past midnight and I've completed what I ought to have completed for yesterday (22/9), though I felt like I could've done more for my PP but I kept getting distracted by the tv, Youtube, FOOD, and etc. I hate how easily distracted I can be sometimes :\

Tilia invited me to Attica's FASHIONTV DIAMOND PARTY yesterday but ahhhhhhhh bad timing, I had to give it a miss :( So sad. I really wanted to go :(

Recently, I've been thinking of doing something to my hair (again). Like getting a haircut, a change of hairstyle, something..? I'm just so sick of my hair :( I even had the thought of chopping my hair off again but I'm scared I'd regret, and I would totally miss my long hair!!! Haha. I just hate how THICK my hair is. Even when I go to the salon to thin or layer it, it still is thick! -.- really sad and annoying, haha.

I wanna go shopping later! But I gotta help my mum around the house first, heh. Goodnight! ^.^

xx

Instagramsss

You just gotta love Thailand yo ;) And oh my god I need to stop eating so much! or sometimes too lil, IDK >:( that's why my menstrual cycle has been affected and is late by more than 2 weeks already for this month :O -- that means I'm STILL gonna be having the cravings and eat like 465393 times a day? Yup, I'm rather weight-conscious myself :/

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=On_ZPiDEqkA&ob=av2e

One of my favourite songs that I can relate to, just love it!

Kiko Mizuhara

She's so pretty, and I love/want her hair! <3

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“Forgetting isn’t enough. You can paddle away from the memories and think they are gone. But they will keep floating back, again and again and again. They circle you, like sharks. Until, unless, something, someone? Can do more than just cover the wound. ”

Sunday

My family was invited by Aunt Julia (Dad's sister) for raya house visiting on the 18th. Just in case you were wondering why we or she celebrates hari raya, it's not because my Dad's side of the family are malays or anything like that but because this aunt of mine is a chinese muslim as she married and has a malay husband (my good & wonderful uncle), thus my (many) cousins on her side are all mixed - chinese malay peranakan. Get the clearer picture now? Haha.

The first thing I noticed when I stepped into her house was all the good yummy(!) food all spread out on the table for all her guests to stuff emselves with! Heh :p There was mee siam, lontong, lots of different types of meat - man, they were all really good. 3/4 of the food were like SPICY but I LOVE spicy food (hell yeah), so it was a really reallyyy good lunch for me ^.^ A pity my sister had to miss it all cause she wasn't feeling well, so she stayed home.

Besides the food, I had dessert and all the kuehs and what not.... I really ate a lot :x felt like I was about to blow, haha! Arina (cousin) & I kept stuffing ourselves with all the cookies, chocolates, brownies, whatever tarts that were on the coffee table..... :o Aunt Julia & Sara (cousin/aunt Julia's daughter) gave me ang paos! I didn't expect for em to give me a packet too, hehe. Did I mention Sara just had her 3rd child? In short, her name's Maya. She's only 3 months old and has pretty big eyes and long eyelashes.

More pics will be uploaded soon so do enjoy the ones below first! ^.^

Saturday

I guess I could say that majority of the teenagers in my century love to come out of their house during the weekends; be it to hang out with their friends or to go shopping and etc. Whereas a person like me, belong to the minority where I would rather stay home and chill by myself in my own room or just be together and spend time with my family. It's kinda sad how some of my friends can't understand that :/ oh well.

Anyway, I woke up late this afternoon and as usual, lunch would be left on the kitchen table for me, together with a post-it or sticky note written by my Dad. Just nice while finishing up my MEE POK :p Dad & Janelle came back with a box of donuts from J.CO. I immediately wiped out my favourite Oreo and Strawberry donuts, heh ^^v But I gotta admit, after gobbling down the 2 donuts I just felt like throwing em back out -- too much sweetness and cream and I was eating too fast as well (served myself right) haha.

I spent my whole afternoon using the laptop and also reading my book. I swear if I had a tub at home, I would've probably soaked myself in it for hours, with candles around + some donuts or macarons to savour on, MMMMMMM~~~ but too bad I don't, haha! ^.^

Picked my sister up from MBS in the evening and the traffic IN MBS was so bad I felt like horning at every single vehicle that drove so slowly or blocked the god damn way!!! Was supposed to have dinner at the Singapore Flyer thereafter but the traffic was like shit so we had our dinner at the Golden Mile food centre instead. The aunties and uncle from my Dad's favourite Tze Char stall still remember me because when I was lil, I used to stay around the area and my Mum and Dad would always bring me there in my pram. And at that time I had my really curly hairdo -- they remembered me cause of my hair :/ LOL. Yeah.. but I don't recall any of it at all.

Had Ah Balling for dessert after dinner. My favourite one has always been the Sesame filling w/ the peanut soup. What's yours? Hahaha.

I shall start on my 2000-word PP report tonight, ugh... been dragging it for mths already and it's due when school reopens, nOoooOoooOOo :(

Have a great evening everyone!

xx

The Instagram app

I'll have to say that this app is really neat :> It was always inside my phone but I never tried using it cause I had to sign up for it and I'd be like all lazy to do it and stuff. I guess I could say it's something like Flickr, but not really like Flickr? Haha ok, I don't make any sense but just to show you... here are some photos I've taken with my iPhone cam + Instagram. Enjoy! :)

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If I wanna fly, I gotta give up the shit that weighs me down.

Testing 1-2-3

I just downloaded the free blogger app on my iPhone. Now I can blog straight up from my phone without having to use my laptop! :p

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Life has a funny way of making you move; whether it'd be backward or forward. Nothing is ever too permanent. Thus, change in one aspect or another is inevitable.

3D2N Class Chalet @ Aranda Country Club

(Some of my favourite photos - not in any order)

"As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever"

You guys & girls have been the best bunch of classmates I've ever had so far, here in RP. I will never forget the times we've shared and have been through together, be it the sweet or bitter times. Love ya'll to bits and pieces!

Chalet was definitely a BLAST and I'm sure we all wished it could've been longer or lasted, hehe. 3D2N was too short!!!!!

WHAT I MISS ABOUT OUR CHALET
-Our heart-to-heart talks about life, love, practically anything and everything under the sun...
-The big space in our living room

-Playing badminton and nerf gun in the house

-Dressing up & taking photos

-BBQ night (Especially Andrew bbq-ing the marshmellows, HAHA)

-Hearing Jeremy's loud snores
-Twister & Truth/Dare during late nights
-Nad's sleeping bag
-Sham's homemade smoothies
-Our naked chefs (not really naked)
-Shopping for groceries together

& somemore........ :p

Looking forward to our next outing: Jalan Raya!