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I have so many things to say but yet it's so difficult to pen everything down here. Let's just say I'm stuck at a standstill at a road junction, not knowing which road to take next. There are so many 'what ifs', 'buts', 'have beens', ah..... just a lot of question marks in my head. Not that I'm afraid of the outcomes or the choices that I will make, but the in-between processes of waiting, wishing, or hoping and etc. Are these matters worth my time? Will I get hurt? I don't know.