Holding Out For A Hero

This space has been dead for almost 2 whole months, decided to relive this space again after reading other people's blogs which made me motivated to fill in mine, though its probably not gonna be as interesting as theirs :\ haha. Just plain ol' me and my boring days~

Just like that, 6 weeks of internship has past.. not to mention that I've made great friends/colleagues at work. Thank god for nice people around if not I don't know how to survive nor pull through my day at work. I still am thankful that the company I was supposed to be posted to at Tuas didn't want to hire me, indeed a blessing in disguise (higher pay, shorter working hours) hoorahhh for that man! haha. But it still sucks having to wake up so early every single morning, 5:30am to be exact, from Mon-Fri, to travel to the other side of Singapore.. It really drains one's energy through and through. No one would ever want to be stuck in that kind of situation. Sucks to be me sometimes, haha. I can't wait for it to end omg. October end faster please! :'( I want my holidays in end Dec! hehe time for another mini getaway~

And I seriously need to learn how to let go entirely of my past, and not be constantly reminded/haunted by it. What good does it do me, I ask? Absolutely nothing. Why torture myself and let it affect me? Mind over heart, Kelly. I have to accept that over the years, people change, people come and go. That.. I can never bring the same person I once knew back, no matter how much I missed that person I thought I once knew. Sounds a lil confusing but... yea. I guess only Tumblr knows me best at this, haha. LOVE TUMBLR <3 p="p">

It's Sunday already and I'm certainly not looking forward to going back to work tomorrow, because it simply means having to wake up early, and sleeping early every day.. and working my ass off again until Friday :< I sound like a no life freak :< I'll have to agree that studying is so much better than working. Besides earning the $$$ part. I also feel kinda excited to start on my degree studies next year at SIM (Bachelor of Arts Honours in Retail Marketing). It's probably one of the few courses that actually caught my eye there. Definitely not pursuing in my science field nor any accounting/business and all that for me. I really just suck at math, calculations, anything related or have numbers in them :| I need something more me.

More holiday plans coming up ahead for me v^.^v

During my Dec holiday and after intern ends where I'd be free for 4 MONTHS. Decide to take up that period of time to go travelling:

> Bangkok (Thailand)

> Chiangmai (Thailand)

> Sentosa (Singapore - LOL)

> Phuket/Bali/Krabi (Either one)

>Korea (fucking miss this place with my mateys)

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ fly away~~~