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Just last friday night I met up with Al and her friends for clubbing. We went to two clubs in fact; Attica and Zouk. Initially I was quite reluctant to go because.... 1. I was feeling rather tired and unwell, 2. I didn't want to be reminded of the times I went clubbing last year + all the unhappy bullshit that happened, and 3. I didn't exactly have that clubbing feel. I honestly just felt like dying and sleeping at home but since I hadn't met up with my bestest girl nor unwind with her for such a long time, I decided to just go along and enjoy myself :>
We had a pretty great night except for the part where I started puking like a merlion with a on/off switch :\ Felt horrible after each time I puked, and never have I puked after drinking. Guess there's always a first time to everything but I'm sure I'll never drink till this state again, omg. Just dancing will do for me! ^.^

Schooooooool hmm...... what bout school? I think my attendance is getting worst, with facis chasing me to come to class but on the bright side, I'm left with only 3 more weeks of school IN RP, like finally! Can't wait for school to be out for the holidays and look forward to korea trip with my course mates in mid sep :>
Internship starts on 1st Oct. Feeling 50:50 about it but am sure not looking forward to travelling to TUAS every morning for the next 16 weeks, le sigh. And FYP faster end. After this coming Sat, we can kiss it goodbye. Another burden off our shoulders.

Chanced upon this on tumblr: "I pretend that I'm happy everyday. I feel alone all the time. I touch the stars with my mind. I worry when I don't think I'm good enough. I cry when I'm confused, frustrated and .... I am shy and courageous".
I don't know why but when I read this, I pretty much could relate to this cause it kinda sounds like me :\
Sometimes when I feel like when I let people in, they destroy me (emotionally), I don't know. Or I trust people too much to not let me down nor hurt me? I shouldn't give all of my heart away right? But is it wrong? :\ Love is sweet when its new. But its sweeter when it's true. Agree?

Sometimes I think the human heart is just like a simple shelf. There's only so much we can take and pile onto it before something falls off the edge and we are left to pick up the pieces.