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There's so much ongoing things in my life right, it's like I've been steered away and got lost somewhere, somehow, I don't even know how to put it into words nor describe what I'm feeling exactly. I feel so broken and hurt inside of me. Sigh... Just feel like breaking down and crying again.

How do you forgive, and allow yourself to trust someone, who has broken the trust you had between yourselves more than twice? Just, how...? Without having to feel scared, worried or insecure, thinking that there will be a probability or a chance that the person would let you down again.
It's not that easy....