Monday, January 31

"Bold what applies to you!"

I am a male.
I am a girl.
I am shorter than 5’4.
(I think so)
I’ve had sex with atleast 4 people
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I’ve had sex within the last month
I have a tattoo.
I’ve had to get the morning after pill.
I have/I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears. (what?)
I have freckles.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’ve lost a child.
I’m in college
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job.
I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.

I’ve had my pants rip in public
I was born with a disease/impairment
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada
I’ve been to Mexico
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to America
I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Europe
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star
I’ve wished on a shooting star
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve been in a car crash
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve consumed alcohol.
I regularly drink.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked weed
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten shrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books.

Sunday, January 30

HAHA!

not so SUN(ny)DAY

I actually wanted to study over the weekends but ah, that plan just backfired : hahaha. I have been tumblr-ing quite a lot lately. Especially just now in the afternoon. Exams are coming and yet I still don't feel the urgency. I suck... (Y)
Oh and it has been raining since I got up in the morning, until now! I MUST remember to put a small umbrella in my bag for school tmrw just in case ^^v

Bought this just now at ntuc together with a whole lot more of snacks and stuff.
IT'S CUTE RIGHT........... Imagine a bunch of em staring at you on a plate (Ok kinda freaky but in a cute lovable way) :D Hahahaha, ok talking crap.

After like a month or so since I got back from Chiangmai, I finally put together the night light I bought from the night bazaar. It costs only $4!!!!! But you gotta fix it yourself. Like, they gave the 4 sides then you like insert here and there and then you put the light at the bottom blablablah and voilaaaaa, you got a night light :D They had many many different designs, I settled for this cherry blossom looking one, hee.

And I'm so not looking forward to waking up tmrw.
Ciao amigos

Elvis Presley

My friend Kenta mentioned about Elvis yesterday while he was watching his "Blue Hawaii" movie. Then I remembered there was this song of his that I really liked when I was younger; Can't help falling in love. Way back then, I never knew what it felt to be falling in love nor be in love. I just found the music really nice like as if you could slow dance to it hahahaha. Forgot how I even knew about this song, but if I'm not wrong some adult in my family kept listening to it, or was it my maid? LOL. I don't remember! So yup :) Go listen to it if you can, it's really awesome (Y) haha.


Can't Help Falling In Love (Lyrics)

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
For I can't help falling in love with you

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I don't know what I was doing. Pretty much tired after playing 4-5 games of bowling last night. I'm so lazy to update about my Saturday. Gotta start studying for UT3 soon *sigh* Time to clear up the mess in my room. I hope the weather won't be like this tomorrow but I highly doubt it will change :(

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Saturday, January 29

TGIF!!!!!

Why yes, I have. Was late for class AGAIN this morning. Initially I thought Chemistry's problem today would be okay BUT NO!!!!!! It was damn srgvjsegtrouekgesvmdbes confusing and yup, just confusing :\ As usual, class ended real late on Fridays because of some long-winded/beat around the bush Facis. During lunch break, Shirley helped me and a few other classmates of mine do Henna! :D It's cool how she told us she works; doing Henna for customers. It's like the second time I did 1 in my whole entire life. Isn't it just so simple and pretty? :D hahaha. Her hands were really stable while applying it. Love it! :)

After school I had dinner and hanged around town with Ariane! Bought myself a pretty white dress, though I'm still not sure if it's translucent cause I was only allowed to try the blue one :\ oh well, haha. I also bought a necklace at F21. It's this long necklace with a so-called rainbow mystical looking heart pendant. Shall take a pic of it next time! Haha. Oh ya! One more thing! We saw that trans or bapok or drag queen (whatever you call THEM) at town! First we saw her at Somerset MRT and he/she was calling out to ppl and just being plain crazy. Then we saw him/her again outside cineleisure sitting by the side, watching some concert going on. Then I saw him/her AGAIN when I entered the basement toilet! I was totally freaked out cause the first thing he/she said to me when I entered was, "HUG ME!" with his/her arms open wide! I was like OMG then I faster walked into one of the FURTHEST cubicle away from him/her to PEE. *needed to pee urgently* I was so scared to come out from the cubicle and exit the toilet cause he/she was standing at the exit of the toilet being crazy, uttering shit and stuff. It's really damn scary! I kinda ran out of the toilet and started laughing, hahaha. Ah k, nuff said. Here's something random/funny/lame/retarded to end my post off with.
LOL

Thursday, January 27

FML


Just knew about my Maths UT2 grades and I failed; 'E' grade. Scored like a 5 out of 31 :\ how horrid is that!!!? Sigh, I never failed anything before so far throughout my 1st year in RP and I just did :( I don't even think I can maintain my GPA of 2.7 anymore. It's definitely dropping BUT..... I'm not giving up yet! I WILL buck up and pull up my socks *REALLY HIGH* hahaha! Okay I shouldn't be joking but yeah, I will get serious..... (not) hahaha. Ah but yes, I will put in more effort this time because I really don't wanna fail! The thought of retaking ANY of my modules that I'm doing now is just a living nightmare I swear! I just wanna finish em off and be done with it and move on to my next bunch of (EW) modules again! So I've decided to come up with a study timetable, which I've yet to prepare :\ Anyway.......

Sorry for the blurryness here but yeah as you can see, my grades aren't exactly fantastic. In fact, their just worst off from last semester but last semester was so much easier because I needn't had to deal with SO MANY MATH AND SCIENCES ARGHHH! Still hate myself for not choosing my school choices properly for JAE and landed myself in this aesgijslergbeasmgse course which I never DREAMT of touching at all. But since I got myself into this, I gotta deal with it still. So yes! I will beat you hands down for UT3 Math!!! & Chemistry & MCBiology & Physics!!!
Something random & retarded......
My face when I see an alien exam question on my laptop and go, "WHAT IS THIS!!!!!!??"

Exhausted

Exactly what I did when I got back home from school today. Thank god tomorrow's Friday! :D

I always wanted to do this

Best day of the week



Today was the best day by far because...........
1. I reached class on the dot, so I was NOT marked late!!!
2. Changed new teams (Y)
3. NO POWERPOINT PRESENTATIONS *my eyes practically lited up when I heard this*
4. Faci treated us to pizzas from Sarpino's
5. My team was appointed judge, so we didn't get to debate and I almost fell asleep while watching the other teams debate, haha! (But I wanted to debate!)
6. I got to present w Farid about Sichuan earthquake plus the implications and professionalisms with the parties involved. It was really interesting. Go read up more about it if you can!

Went over to mum's straight after school, was soaking hell wet because I got caught in the rain and there was absolutely no shelter anywhere wherever I was. Had dinner and stuff then cabbed home with my maid. Becky's no longer living with me and I miss her already :( Ok, it's getting WAY past my bed time. Will update more tomorrow, goodnight humans!

Wednesday, January 26

MCBiology Lab

(More photos up on my Facebook)

So, our class had our first MCB(Molecular Cell Biology) lab on Tuesday and we did something quite interesting which was identifying of DNA samples and stuff like that. Like how you'd identify this (e.g. Father) biological Son between 2 DNA samples given and etc. But we didn't actually get a chance to use like real human blood because the DNA chains would just be too long to process so we could only settle for bacteria :( damn, haha. So what you actually see in the first photo is the agarose gel which is like MADE on the spot and do you see those lil holes in it? Yea, they're called 'wells' and that's where we actually insert the dna sample in. But it's SO SO difficult to inject the sample in right because the wells are just so hard to see and its like a small hole, under a layer of water. So imagine you'd miss the hole or didn't release the DNA properly, it'd just mix all over in the water which is = to FAIL! So you kinda redo it, haha! Ok enough said least you'd get bored :\ I'd definitely love more lab sessions! And not theorectical ones.

Tuesday, January 25

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Here’s to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check her cellphone the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here’s to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like as if we were dreaming. This is for us. Here’s to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here’s for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn’t possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to settle for someone who didn’t treat us the way we should be treated. Here’s for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn’t see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn’t believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn’t bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder “what if”. This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, and cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn’t mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that “things were going too fast, he needs time.” Here’s to the girls who couldn’t cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn’t bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an “I told you so.” The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, and their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here’s for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here’s for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here’s for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it’s better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When “your song” comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don’t answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn’t him, and realized that once again, he hadn’t called when he said he was going to. One day, you’ll find a guy who’s worth all the tears, but he won’t make you cry. You may think that you’ll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It’s gonna hurt like crap, and it’s going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls, who fell back in love with a guy, only to get hurt all over again.

One Tree Hill

Learn to let go of the past and recognize that every day won’t be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember it’s only in the black of night that you see the stars and those stars will lead you back home. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and to fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wish for. Maybe you’ll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.

Monday, January 24

sing song

My tears fall down, and they crash around me.

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Pretty much how I felt since I woke up this morning with a high fever and fed shit by somebody.

Conversation between me & that shitaeioghvjasnrhutiodkgvesomebody;
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(some broken conversations in between)
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Me: We're already 19 this year J, we're no longer 13. Can't we just talk about this, properly?
You: Why can't I just have a normal life?
Me: I too want my normal life back, I said it from the very beginning that I don't wanna be part of your life anymore........(ranting)......After all that has happened, I can't pretend nothing happened & continue being friends with you, I can't. So go, have your normal life back. I'm out. Like I said, when you get your heart splattered all over and you're feeling really down and lonely, don't run to me to pull you back up because for the first time in your life, I won't be there. And I won't.....
You: Don't be a bitch lah ):
(Me? A bitch? Seriously? Fuck you! Have you even SEEN/MET REAL bitches?!!!) -- No I didn't reply this but hell yea fuck you alright......
Me: I'm not! You're so mean you know that! You always never consider about other ppl's feelings, especially not mine! You only care about how you'd feel and just yours alone!
You: Ok la lets have sex first.
Me: GO AWAY.
You: Please? ;)
Me: You don't deserve anybody, especially not me.

That was it.

What the fuck happened to you?
I saved your ass for this class bbq. If not, it wouldn't even have happened.
You booked the wrong pits for the wrong month and ppl were already on their way. I dragged you along with me to the nearest axn machine even when you didn't want to to book another pit which was wayyyyyy out of where we were supposed to be and defended you even when people said 'why you so blur' and all. You didn't even say thank you.
This was our last outing together. I rmb it was a few days before English 'O's began. I failed in persuading you to come back and do your 'O's even after trying to knock so much sense into your head. You don't know how much your Dad talked to me regarding you, he was so worried for you but you never knew nor understood. I failed your Dad, I don't know how to face him. I'm sorry Uncle.
Here's us going to school together at Chec even when I haven't exactly started classes yet. Regardless of whether it had anything to do with me or not, I was always there for you assuring you that you'd be okay no matter what.

You were pretty much part of me already.
7 years, we practically watched each other grow.

& this is me saying my final last wishes to you; grow up. And goodbye.

Saturday, January 22

A random note

I wanna get myself a sewing/stitch machine like these, just like the ones I had used back in my secondary school days! :D

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I’m trying to work on my life right now. I’m trying to be healthier mentally and physically. Like focusing on what I put in my body. So that I can work on..... whatever it is I need to be working on.

-Grey's Anatomy

"Little pieces of you get chipped away by another person, and you shave little pieces of yourself away so that you’ll fit together, then one day you look up and you don’t even know who you are."

Friday, January 21

T.G.I.F.

Yeap, exactly how I felt today when I woke up, haha!
Having headaches, flu, sore throat and what not. Everything but a fever.
Attempted to play the song 'Breakeven' by The Script on the guitar today but I failed because I don't even know how to strum the guitar properly with my right hand. My sister told me to feeeel the music but frankly, I couldn't feel anything. Haha.
Anyway........................

I came across this store information on someone's blog and I really really wanna check this place out because they seem to have pretty cool and neat stuff there!!! The only problem is when and where exactly is it? :\ haha. Will definitely go there soon, or maybe next month when I'm actually free from school for quite some time. Can't wait! :)

Time
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Tumblr.

Thursday, January 20

A long & hectic day

Was late for Math class by almost half an hour this morning. Yeap there goes my grade.
We changed teams today and I'm lovin my new team hahaha. Funny thing was our presentation slides were VERY last minute and we were so lost and confused on a lot of things and we kept laughing when doing up of the slides especially when I did mine with Cash, we couldn't stop laughing at our own work cause it really felt like primary school work HAHA! & it was just half an hr left before presentation time and unlucky us, our team was the first to present when we weren't even near to completion of it but we dragged the third meeting by 15mins anyway and faci told us to faster present so we presented even w/o assigning the slides to who and who so we practically presented anyhow but still, I thought it went quite well despite all the errors and blunders we made while doing the powerpoint haha! We really need to work on our time management and not be distracted so much hahaha!

One more thing I wanna say that happened in class today. I actually got pissed at this classmate of mine for what he did and also for tolerating with his jokes for a LONG TIME. I mean seriously, the things he say and do are no different from primary school kids. Sorry, no offence. But he seriously needs to grow up. We're in freaking tertiary education and not primary/secondary school education here, hello!? You must be thinking whoaaaaaaaa Kelly's pissed :O But people who know me well enough know that I'm one who rarely or even hardly gets angry or pissed at someone. And even when I do, it won't even last for a day! I don't expect an apology or anything but if there's anything I'd want to tell him, it would be that he's really lucky to have me and the rest of the class as classmates this semester because I'm pretty sure most of us in class have high tolerance and patience level to tolerant these kinda nonsense but I'm not so sure how he'd be when he moves on to Year 2 or in the future classes. I won't be surprised if people then would tell him off and stuff like that, you know? Sigh *shakes head* Chemistry tmrw, and he's in my team :\ I don't feel like going school tmrw, but I have to. Thank god tmrw's Friday. Gonna wash up and turn in soon, goodnight everyone!

Late update: Wednesday

Met up with Wisly & Vanessa after school ended and we headed to Bugis for a steamboat dinner! As it was still early, (around 4-ish-5) we decided to check out the Thieves Market at Sungei Rd, which is near Bugis BUT we couldn't find it and walked in circles so we decided to have our steamboat straight away since we were already hungry. And it was reallyyyyy gooooooood we ate till we wanted to Xplode, haha! Went to illuma after that and had some yoghurt and sat there chit chatting till it was going 10! We should have more of these! :D I can't wait for our next outing! :)

Quote

"I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into the room and smile at you."

Tuesday, January 18

Tues-day

My hair looks so long here (with a FATTER face)
I think when I have no fringe, my face looks more 'obvious' & round :(

Look at Bec's face! Hahaha!
Had biology class today. Topic was on DIARRHOEA and how consuming O.R.S. helps to treat or so called 'cure' diarrhoea. It was quite interesting but also VERY confusing at the same time. But presentation went well I guess! Faci said we did fairly good, mmmmmm...

Anyway, after school was the fun part: went out with Fateha & Jiabin after class ended! We chatted so much about stuff (even till the extent of talking about ghosts and stuff eeee) on the train that we missed Bishan by 2-3 stops and realised we passed it when we heard Toa Payoh. So okay we train-ed back in the other direction and headed to Paya Lebar and bus-ed to Katong. That's where I brought the both of em to the place where I threaded my eyebrows! :D It's like a lil shophouse owned by an Indian lady. Both of em were very happy with the result and wanna come again the next time! Though I wasn't the one who threaded cause I did mine like 2 days ago but it made me feel really happy for em as well because they were just HAPPY and going like, 'I likeeeee~~~' especially Fateha! Hahaha. After that we collected our lenses and specs and got Koi bubble tea and headed to Parkway to window shop. Met Ariane for dinner at Parkway after my 2 girls left around 7. Bought myself a $7.50 top from Cotton On sales :D

MCB UT2 in 2 days and I haven't started studying. I'm seriously dead meat & definitely need to buck up for UT3. I don't want my GPA to fall (which I know it will already cause my grades compared to last sem is worst) or at least don't fall below 2.7 (my current GPA) :(

Tickle your funny bone :p


Monday, January 17

It's Monday again?

Monday, ugh. I really hate Mondays :( Nothing to do with the 'Monday Blues' or anything like that but it's cause I have Physics modules for Mondays. Yup, I hate Physics alright. It's like one of the only classes, (besides Math) where I have question marks clouding all over my head :\ Talking about Physics just reminded me of the Physics UT2 we had just now and omg I'm seriously gonna get an E or F grade. I swear I don't know what I was calculating nor reading! It's like I stared at the questions and the questions stared back at me. I didn't even know what to DO with the freaking question! I know I shouldn't be complaining so much and go find out about it but seriously, I'm not so free to be doing Physics like all the time! I have other modules as well which I'm struggling in, like ALL of em! :'( I don't know how I'm gonna be able to do well for UT3 to make up for my UT1 & 2s. UT3's like 50% weightage and that is A LOT... It probably would determine whether I'd pass or fail on the spot. And I don't wanna fail any cause I don't want to live that 15 weeks-day-to-day-problem-based-learning all over again, I'd puke and die. Ok over exaggerated much but IT'S TRUE! :'( It's probably a living nightmare to everyone or anyone who studies in RP.

Well, on the bright side I get to eat my school's yoghurt everyday at $2.50/100g and we'd get to pick 2 FREE toppings along with it and what's best about it is that we get to scoop the toppings OURSELVES so like we'd take as many servings as we want but just limited to two different toppings! :D :D :D Okay I know it's really random but okay nvm ._. Hahahaha. I'll stop here for today, have a great evening everyone!

Friday, January 14

T.G.I.F. x100

I realised I haven't blog for a week. Well, was too busy with school and stuff. Photos taken are ranked from most recent (which is on top) to least recent (bottom) in this week. I have more but nah, shan't upload everything -- pointless. Haha.
I have been meeting Al quite often nowadays which is definitely a GOOD thing for the both of us because we hardly have enough time to spend together because of mainly my busy schedule and also hers with her boyfriend awwwh~ hahaha. Well, that's also part of life I guess.
Can't exactly remember what I have been doing these past few days but all I know is I had lil sleep, I went to school almost every day (ok, I missed Thursday's class) which is quite an accomplishment for me considering how often I used to skip/miss classes quite often because I was either lazy or couldn't get up or I just hated the lesson :\ Just 4 more weeks of school left till it's the official holidays but the first week of our official holidays before year 2 starts in april is our UT3 which is also kinda of our major exam; god please help me, please. I can't afford to fail any module :'( I don't wanna retake any nor touch any ever again seriously. I really wanna get a good GPA and am considering of appealing out of SAS!
Class pretty much sucked today. I was mostly Twittering, Tumblr-ing, Facebook-ing, Msn-ing in class and of course, stoning. I realised what we have been doing are 'A' level Sciences. As for today it was Chemistry and I have to honestly admit that it was so mother****ing difficult and confusing I wanted to cry, haha. 'O's standard is NOTHING compared to that. WHY-OH-WHY do I have to go through such a horrible phase in my life? Ok sounds exaggerating hahaha. But presentation went well nevertheless (I think) haha.
After school I met Ariane at Bugis and we went shoppinggg. I got myself a shirt and a sweet cardigan ^.^ for like 10 bucks. How awesome is thattttt hahahaha. After that we train-ed over to Tanah Merah then met Al. Then Ariane left us to go for some church thing and I had dinner with Al and we never fail to eat pricey places for either lunch or dinner somewhere which costs more than 10 bucks. Just now we had dinner at Ajisen over at Tampines mall and we were short of 30 cents in coins to pay for the bill so she used her nets and I paid whatever I had to her. Funny thing is that it's not the first time it happened to us. I don't know why but we always order, not knowing that we have not enough to foot the bill, haha!
One more thing I wanna say. I think my Chem facilitator has a bit of problems? Like mentally? She set the RJ to be opened at 11:59PM tonight and closing it at 10AM tomorrow. Seriously?

Tuesday, January 11

Long mundane Monday

Okay I shan't post so much cause it's way past my bedtime. My maths UT2 today was a killer (for me at least). I won't be surprise if I'd get an 'E' grade or worst still 'F'. After school took a bus back home with Ariane and we were stuck in a really bad jam on the bus for like more than an hr. I felt bus sick and all which sucked. Had a fulfilling dinner together at Parkway (Parkway is home). Rained non stop here since morning? Please let tmrw be a good day for everyone. Okay goodnight all.

Sunday, January 9

Photography apps

Was playing with the iPhone photography apps and they are all pretty neat! Love the last 2 especially! Haha. It's so cool that you can change the 'camera' and also 'film'/filters. I forgot which 'cameras' these photos belonged to but they have many others like DianaF and Fisheyes as well! & school again tmrw (sigh). Monday = MUNDANE, like totally. Gonna wash up and sleep early so... goodnight everyone!

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I’ve learned that no matter how much you care, some people don’t deserve you. I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust & it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to others, they are probably more screwed up than you think. I’ve learned that the people you care about in life are taken away from you too soon & all the less important ones just never go away.

Saturday, January 8

T.G.I.F.&.S.

As usual, went to school and class was rather empty cause many of my classmates were helping out with the RP open house. Chemistry class was effing BORING. Everyone was tweeting about it during class and I'd laugh at the screen to myself like always. But I learnt quite interesting concepts towards the end of the day so I guess it wasn't so bad afterall; Science ftw! not. Hahaha.

After school I rushed back home and had my dinner before heading to Grand Mercure Hotel which is just opposite Parkway Parade, for Al's 19th birthday celebration! I don't feel there's a need for me to write what exactly happened there but yeah, WHAT A NIGHT! (Both in a good & bad way) Hmmm I made a few friends and yeah, just enjoyed myself :) Love you forever birthday girl :-* glad you liked your presents! :D

This morning my dad and my future step mum(ew) surprised me with an iPhone 4 as my late birthday gift which I had no clue they went to queue up early in the morning for. They even got my maid to help em queue haha!

Gotta go clean up my room now cause it's in a total huge mess again and I gotta do it in an hr before I get ready to go out with my family. So toodles~!

Thursday, January 6

Charcoal

I'll update my blog today since I'm waiting for my hair to dry as well before I head straight to bed.
Was late for school today, I kept snoozing my alarm & woke up late in the end. Hate it when that happens. I was so tempted to not go to school again today but I couldn't afford to miss anymore because I already have 3 'X's for today's module and if I were to miss another one, I'd get zero straight away because I won't be able to take my UTs anymore which is equivalent to FAILING and I don't want that to happen because NO WAY would I want to repeat the entire module of 15 problems all over again, effing ew! :\ haha. Anyway.. after school I trained down from woodlands to city hall (yes, it's a long ride!) to meet Al & Kelly anne but Al (AS USUAL) was late due to the heavy rain so I met Kelly Anne first and we chit chatted and slacked at Cityhall macs hahaha. When Al arrived we accompanied her to look for her birthday dress for her upcoming party this Friday! :) My baby girl's turning 19 so fast, awwwww.. hahahaha. But she couldn't find any dress because there really wasn't anything nice around Cityhall area nor Marina so we had dinner (w/o Kelly anne :( -- she went home cause of exhaustian from school, haha!) at 'Charcoal' over at The Treasury which is the building next/behind Funan IT mall. Her beloved boyfriend D was working there so she decided to drop by (surprise, surprise!) for dinner there together with me and also try out the food! I'd say it's quite reasonable for hotel standard food plus their service there is quite good and efficient but a pity it's very empty there. I had Fish & Chips + Mushroom Soup (loved it) & Al had Grilled Chicken IDK what~~~ hahaha. Plus there was free flow of bread! But eating it spoiled my appetite cuz it made me full faster but nevertheless I still ate almost everything up on my plate cept my potato wedges. After we were done eating plus Darren & his friend done with work, we walked over to Marina to look for Al's dress again but couldn't find anything so we slacked at Macs. Wrote crap for my RJ there as well, couldn't even understand the question in the first place. Left around 10 plus and bus-ed home with Al & Darren. It's 1.10am now I should be in bed sound asleep so goodnight!

Tuesday, January 4

Half-priced waffles on Tuesdays!

Had mine with Wisly & Vanessa after UT2! Had a great catch up with both of them!
p.s. we were all very tempted to give this up and have seoul garden instead since we were kinda hungry but it was too pricey for us cuz we're all poor ppl so WAFFLES it wassss hahahaha.
And I can't wait to meet my favourite girl tomorrow after school for dinner! Wednesday, please be good to me :( I'm already sad/depressed enough thank you.
Goodnight all.