"Remember The Good Times @ City College"

This is probably one of the last group photo 3oa's gonna take (at least for the few of us here).

This party, "Remember the Good Times" was held back at school at City College itself. With ex-students right back from the Suntec batch to the Bras basah batch and also not forgetting us, the Jalan Bukit Merah batch, haha!

We had games, speeches, photo-taking, and dinner all right in the heart of the synergy classrooms. Exchanged bear hugs with one another and etc. It really made me miss those school days and the good times we had together even though not everyone turned up.

Like what Miss Dawn has said, everyone in the room that night shared a relationship with one another. Something we call 'Family'. Come to think of it, I had been in City College for just A YEAR and it took just that ONE year, for me to meet and know such wonderful people in my class and school. The teachers who were always there for me, encouraging me and not giving up on me, teaching me patiently even when I got impatient with myself and felt like you know, I couldn't do this, like it was almost impossible. But they proved me wrong. Also not forgetting my beloved girlfriends and also guy friends who never failed to make me feel more belonged and make me want to come to school more often. Yes, we were like a Family.

So even though we've all gone our seperate ways, we still share this special relationship with one another until today and I'd wish for it to never end :) & I love every single one of you!

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Boring

I had a really mundane weekend.
I have no mood to do anything nor study for my upcoming UTs.

(One word: UGH!)
It's gonna be another long week of ew-school-again.
I just can't wait for tmrw's city college party. Ya, that's about it.

Au revoir~

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I had lab for Chemistry class yesterday. Um, nothing much to talk about school. Just the usual. I headed straight home after school ended on a FRIDAY. Bus-ed home, took a nap on the bus. Had dinner at home and then I managed to meet/catch up with the ppl whom I used to hang out with so much last time. Trevor, Jon and Sk actually came up to my house to look for me and my sister. I was very much surprised! Then we decided to go Marine Parade central to buy ourselves bubble tea and also waffles. We sat down at our usual spot and just talked about practically anything and everything, hahaha. Imagine sitting in the same spot from like 7plus all the way to almost midnight just talking and playing stupid card games as well, haha. Those were the dayzzzzz man. Pk and Lisa joined us too as well. I had a great time catching up with all of them :)

KC's (my secondary sch) having a Carnival today and my sister is there selling Chicken rice for her class. I heard it's like $5 or something! If not Chicken rice that is $5, it's something else then. Total rip offffff. Dad and his gf are going down to support her and I'm not. I know right, such a bad sister. But too bad, I fucking hate the school! (no, I'm not biased) srsly.

Gonna tumblr and eat my wanton mee then study Physics. Looks like there's gonna be a thunderstorm/heavy rain coming up. Keep warm everyone!

Something random: I feel like playing badminton!

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Monday Bluez

First of all I'd like to say, "HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, JIABIN!!! :) :) :)
Though I've only known you for a few weeks, I can see that you are a very sweet and kind girl who is always there for her friends and would go all out to help them (including me) as well! May this day be a blessed and an unforgetful one for you and I hope to be able to get to know you a lil bit more in this semester!!! :)

Had physics module today followed by Maths UT1 at 4pm. Speaking of Maths UT, omg it was simply @!#$?!?! The papers had similar or should I say repeated questions but just different numbers in each question. I found it a lil weird at first, like why are they asking the same question over and over again for like 4-5times? When 15-20mins have past, someone came into the class saying that there's a problem and that we only need to do ONE question from each section. WTH, wasted everyone's time to do the rest of the questions and the best part was that they didn't give extra time. So yeah, I'm pretty much sure that I'm gonna fail this test. A 'C' grade is all I ask for but it's impossible now, I think. Haha.

Went to mum's place after UT ended. Had dinner there with her and my sister and it was the last time I'll be seeing my mum till the end of the year, around x'mas period where my sister and I will be flying back alone to Chiangmai. Mum will then pick us up from the airport itself. She's leaving again in the morning flight tmrw. Hope she has a safe trip there and for the year to faster come to an end so I can go back and see my relatives there. But a sad thing is that I won't be in Singapore for X'mas & New Year's eve.

A happy note: Becky's living with us for now! :) Missed her so much!

My weekends

Saturday

Stayed home the whole afternoon to practice maths. I kinda almost died there. Some questions were just too tough for a person like me to handle or solve, haha! Dad also got his gf to teach me those questions that I were unsure of. All the cos sine magnitude amplitude and whatever tudeee. I need lots of practice :\ but when can I ever find the time and be diligent enough to do that? Had a great dinner with my family in the evening and went bowling afterward. We played till 2 am in the morning! Then had maggie goreng for supper nearby. I know, eat so much right? So late somemore. By the time I got home and headed to bed, it was already going 4 am.

Sunday
Slept in till 1plus going 2 in the afternoon today, totally slept in like a pig. Had lunch that Dad bought back for me; my favourite bee hoon and stuff. Then I used the com a lil and then touched maths again. Maths maths maths. Today's weather was so good to take a nap but I didn't since I already woke up so late and had not finish doing my practice questions. Dinner at 7 at my house's coffeeshop. Had teochew porridge for dinner :9 It was so-so only but nice food to eat on a weather like today! :D Went to NTUC after that to stock up our fridge. I bought a $23 make up remover and I didn't know it costs $23 till it was paid for! T_T Thought I saw $14++ Sigh, my eyesight must have failed me. Got myself the packets of miso soup as well plus sushi(yes, I ate somemore even after having dinner), yoghurt and snacks. I couldn't find my Kraft Mac & Cheese :( I shall try looking for that at Giant or Cold storage next time. It's getting late, I should be washing up and heading to bed soon. I pray and hope that Maths UT tomorrow would go easy on us all! *crosses fingers*

Goodnight everyone,

xx

T.G.I.F.

All these photos were taken after class's first meeting today. Most of us were restless and SIAN of having Chemistry on a Friday especially when you have a facilitator like ours (oh boyyy). Some even mentioned of partialling, even I myself was tempted to do that. I doubt anybody else understands our situation except for our own class. I guess there's always a first time or experience to everything, haha! Oh ya, one more funny thing to mention. While we were taking the webcam photo for the 'shock'-face look, Farid drooled on Pooja's chair!!!!!!! HAHAHA! I felt embarrassed for him really. Luckily it did not land on like anyone's hair or what. But it sure was funny I couldn't stop laughing, so bad right! Hahahaha.

Having lab for Chemistry class next week and we're changing teams already, aww.. I will miss my beloved team mates, especially Kesh & Sha. Kesh never fails to brighten the whole mood in our team though he can be very annoying at times, always disturbing/making fun of people and seeing him teasing and arguing with Sha. Like watching show sia, hahaha. But I guess that's just some people's forte? HAHA, kidding ah Kesh, don't angry :)

After school mil & I headed to CWP to eat then to PS's Starbucks to study. Study what? Study for Maths2's upcoming UT1 on Monday! So only 4 topics will be tested but I'm 100% sure I'm gonna be dead for the paper because for the whole of problem 1, I don't understand. Problem 2 still okay but still stuck at like after the 'Easy' questions. Ok, practically for the rest of the problems I got stuck at questions which we stated 'Medium' & 'Hard'. How pathetic right! The 'Easy' part also can get stuck. I'm such a noob I swear. I hate maths lah! :( It is so not my thing. So we studied for about I think 2-3 hrs? I can't rmb the time or how long exactly but yeah we stopped at around 8plus and went to grab ourselves a small bite. I got myself this delicious fried noodles with seafood and omelette over it. It was y-u-m-m-y~ v [^.^] v

Just finished RJ, I wrote crap because I didn't quite understand the question. & no, I'm not biased against this faci but her questions sometimes really leave a big question mark on my head! Seriously! :\ & I got a C for my Bio :( Sigh. I suck at Science and Math. I still hope I can pull through this first year.

Also, I came across this blog and thought that these dresses as shown in the picture below, were really pretty! But I couldn't decide which colour I'd want to get. Give me your comments people! (On what colour is nice and would suit me best) Thank you! :D

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Have a great evening!

xx

Across The Earth

Omg look like as if our heads were touching (but no!)
& my face damn damn round, WHY?!!!

My team mates + Pooja
(Where's Jiabin & Ting Ting?)

Group photo!

Anyway, those were some delayed photos of our first lab lesson together. There's more of where that came from! Kesh still hasn't sent me his ones yet! :c


mummy Jesslin texted me this afternoon and it was really nice to hear from her. It has been forever since we last met or talked to one another, let alone go out. She suggested that we should hang out and catch up soon with one another, together with the rest of our former class. None of you 3oa'ians are forgotten k! She must be a pretty busy mum nowadays, taking care of her family and working at the same time. I still wish her all the best in her upcoming life endeavors! ;)

Chatted with Tilia this afternoon too. We pretty much wanted to give each other bear hugs! (though she is already like a pair of chopstix and not very much of a fat bear) hahaha ^.^ miss you girl, can't wait to see you on the 22nd! Especially that Adely & Ginwei! not forgetting Kermise, Peggy, makmak, Michelle. Have I mentioned Felicia? Is she coming? (Ok ah, I don't be so bad) She gave me a heart today!

Caught up a 'lil with Jeremy too and he's sooooooooo fortunate and lucky to be able to go to MALDIVES on his birthday with his family! It's supposed to be a bonding session time for him and his family before he heads to army in December too. But, MALDIVES?!! That's like one of the places I wanna go before I die. I know, pathetic right. I still gotta save my own money for that because my dad would never bring me there but only his *beloved* girlfriend. Sigh. I hope he enjoys himself there and bring back many pictures to show me!

Met up with Ariane (last minute) after class ended despite her phone being flushed down the toilet bowl and choked in the drain, hahaha. Haven't heard nor seen her for like a few weeks, I totally missed her. We exchanged tight hugs and made our way to CWP and have our dinner at Ajisen. I love their ramen, its like whoah and the soup... even more whoah~ chat and ate our fill. Walked around a lil bit and trained home, she left for work. I love you Ariane!!!

I miss Alili :( She's the only one whom I can be totally comfortable and crazy with. Her annoying "HOHOHO" with that mouth gesture and big forced eyeballs expression on her face is just priceless. I'll never forget it. I love her so so very much too!!! Hope to catch up with her soon, after my UTs are over perhaps!

& now the only thing I look forward to seeing tomorrow is my Mum and Becky.


Goodnight everyone!


xx

Life lessons

• When someone lies to you, it teaches you that things are not always what they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks people wear if you want to know what is in their hearts. Remove your own masks to let people know who you really are.

• When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever. Always appreciate what you have. You never know when you might lose it. Never take your friends or family for granted, because today and sometimes only this very moment is the only guarantee you may have.

• When someone inflicts injury upon you, it teaches you that the human state is a very fragile one. Protect and take care of your body as best as you can, it’s the one thing that you are sure to have forever.

• When someone mocks you, it teaches you that no two people are alike. When you encounter people who are different from you, do not judge them by how they look or act, instead base it on the contents of what is in their hearts.

• When someone breaks your heart, it teaches you that loving someone does not always mean that the person will love you back. But don’t turn your back on love, because when you find the right person, the joy that one person brings you will make up for all of your past hurts. Times a thousand fold.

• When someone holds a grudge against you, it teaches you that everyone makes mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is often the most difficult and painful of life’s experiences, but it is also the most courageous thing a person can do.

• When a loved one is unfaithful to you, it teaches you that resisting temptation is man’s greatest challenge. Be vigilant in your resistance against all temptations. By doing so, you will be rewarded with an enduring sense of satisfaction far greater than the temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.

• When someone cheats you, it teaches you that greed is the root of all evil. Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty they may be. Do not feel guilty about your success, but never let an obsession with achieving your goals lead you to engage in malevolent activities.
• When someone ridicules you, it teaches you that nobody is perfect. Accept people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do not ever reject someone for imperfections over which they have no control.

• When someone loves us, it teaches us love, kindness, charity, honesty, humility, forgiveness, acceptance, and all of these can counteract all the evil in the world. For every good deed, there is one evil deed. Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often abused.

• When you enter someone’s life, whether by plan, chance or coincidence, consider what your lesson will be. Will you teach love or a harsh lesson of reality?
When you die, will your life have resulted in more loving or more hurting? More comfort or more pain? More joy or more sadness?
Each one of us has the power over the balance of the love in the world. So use it wisely!

The easiest way to lose something is to want it too much

Forgive me for liking you too much, I’ll forgive you for not liking me enough.
Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, I’ll forgive you for not hearing it.

Forgive me for finding you amazing, I’ll forgive you for never noticing.

Forgive me for wanting to be with you more than anything, I’ll forgive you for avoiding me.

Forgive me for being so pathetic, I’ll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

Forgive me for not being able to let go, I’ll forgive you for never holding on.

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It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them further and further away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

(dedicated to my friends)

From tumblr

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about youa lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
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Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out. Ya’ Dig?

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Be free.

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Oh god, that was heart-wrenching.

Chloe

I finally got my pay today & I spent it on THIS!
It looks like I bought a lot right but actually the only thing I bought was the perfume, as you can see in the picture on the left hand side. It then came with 5 free samples and also a small Chloe pouch! Cost me $158 for the perfume. (I know it's quite ex but I LOVE the sweet smellin' smell of it)

It's been long since I last tumblr-ed, it can't really load properly with the internet that I have now.

I shall sleep soon. I can't stop smelling my perfume.
Who want to smell? :D Hahahaha

xx

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I was told that my pay would be delayed and credited to me in two days time (3 nov, by 12 midnight), dang. Ah anyway, skip the school part, it's the first of nov! Meaning the start of a new month and also two more months before the year 2010 officially ends. Is it just me or did this year pass by real quickly? I've a few things on my wishlist now. Firstly, it's the Chloe perfume I've been wanting to get! and on a side note, should I sell my psp? :\