Friday & Saturday

First of all, Happy Halloween to everyone! :) though I'm kinda late by a day, haha. Just a quick summarised update of what I've been up to on friday and saturday!

On friday after school, I met up with Al bestest at Shaw where she was schooling in one of the best Japanese schools in Singapore. I had a really awesome time with her because it had been so long since we last caught up with one another. We also looked at halloween stuff: ugly/scary masks (we kept making fun of it, like super funny I couldn't stop laughing!), vampire stuff and she got herself a blood stain thingy which came with vampire fangs. She was gonna be a vampire at a halloween party at her friend's, haha. After that we left for Plaza Sing and met her beloved Darren. We waited quite awhile for the rest to come before having Fish & Co. for dinner beside Parkmall. & I still love their fish & chips there though every time I eat it, I get kinda sick of it after I eat half of it and I'd be full, haha. After dinner it was going 9:30pm already. We walked down to 313 somerset and walked around for awhile before I headed home! Love my girl ^.^
& also, mil landed home from vietnam today!!!

Yesterday I met up with mil at 313 somerset as we wanted to catch 'the social network' movie at Cine but he wanted to watch it at Shaw instead but when we got there, the whole entire cinema or place was closed for renovation and none of us knew that. I was thinking about how it was about time to renovate that cinema because it's quite old right! Some of the seats inside are like HARD, idk why, hahahaha. So we watched it at Marina Square in the end. Before that, I got myself one of the X'mas drinks at Starbucks: Peppermint Mocha Ice blend, and it was really good :) I think the last time I had one of those was like last year in 2009, haha. After that we headed to far east for some window shopping. Wanted to get my fried mars bar but I had starbucks so I didn't. I didn't get anything there either then off we went to Ion's Sephora to check out perfumes! I finally found the perfume I wanted to get but it costs like $160++ close to $170! So expensive but I still want it :(
At Marina Square, mil gave me a dinner treat at swensons. We were like really hungry people then and his arabiatta pasta was really good but v spicy and I had my usual chicken baked rice, haha. Ate U.S fries, soups and ice creams as well. Then we quickly headed to the cinema for our movie. Yes it was abit interesting (the movie) BUT IT'S SO BORING omg I could fall asleep. I don't really encourage anyone to watch it so....... yeah. Even paranormal activity 2 was a better catch, hahaha. I got myself a new album as well from HMV and I wanted to buy The Script's latest release but then, I decided to just get it next time. My dad sure would nag at me for buying so many music albums, saying I could just download it from the internet -.- hahaha. Oh ya, I saw many people dressed up for Halloween today (Saturday) and even saw one guy dressed up as SHREK! Funny, but cool :) Haha. I feel that the whole of Singapore should be more participative in these kinda one-time-of-the-year event and not just stare at people who wander in the streets looking like murderers or clowns and wondering wtf are these people doing or dressed in that kinda thing. I mean, it's fun right! (I think) especially with your friends, hahahaha ^.^

Anyway, on top of all that, I forgot to submit my RJ!!!!! That's like one of the worst things that could ever happen to me and getting downgraded by it. There's school tmrw as usual and my dad gave me and my sister 2 tix to watch eat, pray, love at the cathay. Best part is, it's at 9PM!!!!! How am I supposed to wake up for school the next day!? That, we'll have to wait and see.......

Happy Wednesday

This picture here totally made my morning and so did our new Cognitive facilitator :) He's like one of the coolest and nicest faci any class could ever have. The whole class was laughing and all. I mean, it's nice right to be happy and smile/laugh just to start off your day instead of thinking about 'omg so boring' or 'partial' or that it'd be a bad one or something. Anyway when it was my team's turn to present our slides, Farid went to introduce me as ONG BAK just because I'm half thai = relates to this other thai martial art thing. (I know totally no link, but the guys in my class are like ya) So... the faci asked about me and my parents; who is chinese and who is thai bla bla bla. It felt a bit awkward like telling the entire class about myself. Not that I don't want to share it with them but like a bit awkward that feeling.... you know, hahaha. Okay enough talking about class :) After class ended, met up with Wisely, Vanessa & Aloysius. We initially planned to watch the 5:10pm Paranormal Activity 2 movie at Causeway point after school ended but we ended up at Pasir ris Ehub to catch the movie instead since everyone stayed at the East side. I have to say that the movie was scarier than P.A 1 and that it's linked so if you people who haven't watch 1 and want to watch 2, please watch 1 first :) Hahaha. Omg talking about the movie, the scenes are like totally replaying in my head right now (which I DON'T even WANT to think about). There were quite a number of SHOCKING scenes and some even made my hair stand like aegvojsemgbserbsemse. I totally hated that 1min of black colour screen and it was like totally silent so I totally covered my eyes hoping that NOTHING would pop out of the screen suddenly. My heart was racing so fast. Hahaha. After the movie, the 4 of us decided to play an hour game of bowling! While playing, it totally made me miss my bowling mates and trainings :( Ah shit batt's dying. After bowling we grabbed ourselves bubble tea and I took a train home with Vanessa. Hope I won't have nightmares tonight. Toodles :)

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn’t arrived yet. I have just one day, today, & I’m going to be happy in it.

:O

This is me when I was 1-2 years old! Just gotta love the hair! :)

Yet another tiring day

I love her hair, wish mine was like that too :(

Maths 2 today was quite tough. Okay you might be thinking since when did I ever say Math was easy? Hahaha. It's like vectors, but really IN DEPTH. I won't even bother or know that I'm using it in my everyday life. Stupid questions, haha. I still hate Math, Math sucks. Speaking about Math, today is the 'O' level Math paper 1. I wonder how the paper went though it has nothing to do with me and I definitely don't want to sit through it again, ughhh. Hahaha.

Well despite the shitty-ness of today's lesson, I still loved today because I had a great time catching up with my friends; my clique from my last semester class (E26B!) & also my bowling ig mate, Vanessa :) I had lunch with my clique and as usual, we'd eat and chit chat about really ANYTHING under the sun and just laugh, curse and swear, or joke with one another. I love em so much, haha! ^^
I also managed to catch up with Vanessa on my way to school and also after school! :) It has been forever since we hanged out & this is like the first or second time that we've hanged out alone together. Sometimes what I love about hanging/going out with small groups or maybe even 1 person is that mmm how to say...... like it's just better than hanging out with a big group of like 6-8 people (not saying it's not fun or anything but yeah) I hope you'd get what I mean ^.^ hahaha. We took a train down to AMK hub and got our KOI bubble tea and omg I thought Marine Parade's queue was bad/long enough until I saw the one there. I'm surprised how people would bother to join in a queue which is SO LONG for a bubble tea. Like yeah, it's good and all but it's not VERY FANTASTIC or anything like that. I'm fine with like each-a-cup for their nice fruity red/green teas and it's cheap cheap too, hehe ^.^ & we had to wait for like close to 15 mins just to get our drinks. Trained home together as well.

Tomorrow is Wednesday and that means it's halfway through the week!!!!! (ok whatever, haha)
I still hope the movie outing is on tomorrow because the only people who are confirmed going are only me and Wisely :O Hahahaha. WHY-OH-WHY?! Causeway point ftw, hahaha.

Time to bathe & have my dinner :)

xx

Monday Blues

I woke up late today with only 5 hours of sleep. Bumped into lopez on the bus and went to school together. Had molecular and cell biology module today. It's pretty much like Biochemistry... idk, haha. What I liked about today was that we didn't have to do powerpoint to present in meeting 3 but just draw/write on mahjong paper! I feel that this should be done for maths and physics as well, like seriously. And I found out a lil something today about part time RP facilitators. They get paid per day to facilitate a class at like $300++, $340 to be exact if I remember our faci for today telling us that. After school didn't have any plans, walked to the interchange with kesh and took a straight bus home. I'm beat now. I can't wait for Wednesday (Paranormal Activity 2 with Bowling IG mates) & Friday (catch up with bestest). Teehee can't wait! I love ya'll! :)

I'm still feeling super bloated from a fantastic Japanese dinner I had with my Dad & Sister just now. I ate a lot of sushis & mochis!!! Hahaha. I changed my blog skin again because the other had some problems with viewing and stuff, tagboard's back on so do leave a tag if you can :> And I hope I'll be able to survive through another whole longgggg week of school. It really is draining me. Will turn in soon, goodnight!

I want to buy this Chloe; floral scent perfume

W14F

My new classmates

Hi all, sorry for locking up my blog for these past few days. I kinda encountered some error and just managed to re-layout it and do up my blog nicely all over again v ^.^ v
Anyway, I had Physics module today & it was okay I guess. Just that the part about the formulas and stuff, I still don't quite get it nor remember it. Have asked Dad to print the practice questions out for me to try but I still bet I'd be stuck on like the entire page perhaps? Hahaha.
It has only been about 2 weeks since school started and my (new) class is already planning for a chalet at the end of the year. FAST OR WHAT!? Haha. I still hope I can change course at the end of this semester. I promise I'll study really hard and not let my Dad nor anyone else that I promised, down. And that includes myself.
I bought a few stuff today: M.A.C foundation ($59--I didn't expect it to be SO ex) and eyeliner ($29). When I saw the total price my eyes literally POPPED OUT. I thought altogether would be like what, most $50-$60? Damn. I mean, a bit paiseh right to ask for the price after asking so many questions, hahahaha. I even wanted to buy myself a new perfume ._. Hahahaha.
C'mon Kelly, stop spending your money unneccessarily!!!!!

& blisters blisters, go away!

2010.2010

Well, I think I'm starting to get back on track after a few meetings with different unknown people. So just to let you all know, the best option that I've decided for myself is to study hard and carry on with semester 2 and do well for my UTs. Worst part is that I've to try and attain a GPA of at least 3.2 (minimum) by the end of this semester to actually be noticed to get into CCC. Meaning, they'd consider me (with a high chance). I hope they won't go back on their word and I'd like to wish good luck to myself w/o any mental breakdown in between which, I think I will have somewhere along the way. Here's to another bumpy-challenging-rollercoaster-school ride for me.

:(

When you ignore me, I blame myself for not being interesting enough.

BIG SIGH

I'm at a point in life (again) where I don't know who am I exactly, where I stand, what I want and why I'm here. How I wished right now there'd be a book to read to answer all of life's questions. School life? What is that? (act blur) Okay I don't know what I'm saying nor is there anything I want to update. My maid is pissing me off. Bye bye bye.

I thought it was a Thursday today

I wish I could be like those birds

Spent my day at my mum's. I miss her already. I always do.

tired tired tired

I just did my rj and realised that I never used to write so short nor be uninterested about writing it. I kinda liked the idea about doing a reflective journal every day. Well, that's if the questions aren't dumb. Like today's Chemistry class for example. The question for our rj was, "How can I apply or use some of the knowledge or skills I have gained?" Sounds fine right. Then I asked myself whether it had to do with today's class. But if it wasn't something to do with today's class, then why ask? And if it really was something to do with today's class, what am I supposed to write really? We learnt about the many different types of molecular geometries, properties, bonds, bond angles, and a lot more confusing stuff. How do we actually apply that to our daily lives? I don't see myself applying any of it. So I wrote a really really short rj, like 5-6 lines. It was bull. Anyway, tomorrow I'm gonna be meeting my Programme Chairman (DMTS). I'm scared and nervous but I have to do this. I'm drained. The only time I actually talk and be happy is when I'm in school. I'm as good as a mute when I reach home or am at home. I'm not on talking terms with anyone in my family for the past 2-3 days. I have done nothing wrong. Pointing of fingers, blaming and accusing is all they can do. I don't even wanna talk about it. I'll update more tomorrow. Goodnight.

My first day of school

This was on the first page of the problem statement and I got quite thrown off already. Overall, I found this module really god damn hard. Idk why I think I just suck in Math like totally. I seriously think I need tuition. It's just that some ppl just catch the ballz so quick & I am just left there, all stuck, stoning to myself at the screen. When my team went on to doing the worksheet together, we got stuck A LOT of times. Presentation was like... not well done but we tried :\ HAHA! & I'll have to say that my new class this semester seems really different from my class in last sem but I can see that there are really many friendly people here too in this class :> It was just our very first day tgt doing group work where we didn't even know each other's names nor seen each other before! Haha. Exchanged msn/emails with the girls in my team for today. I'm beat. Was sitting on the bus for about 1 hr 40 mins due to jam. Oh so lucky Ariane got dismissed early :< I'm beat. Gonna go bathe now then do my math quiz, ugh. Still am craving for Miso soup! :9 tata

The day I never looked forward to......

Fuck, school starts tomorrow :( & I have Maths 2 to start off my week, yucks.

10.10.2010

My cousin, Joel, got officially married on this special day after dating his gf, Fiona, for 7 years. I wish them all to stay healthy, loving and faithful to one another and to of course have a blissful marriage throughout their entire life journey together. Will post the wedding pictures up next time :>

today is my last day of work

I had a late lunch with mil today at a food centre. We had our favourite sambal & black pepper chicken rice! It's really good, really. :> hahaha. I was kinda complaining to him about how I don't want to go to school and am not looking forward to it at all. The timetable was FINALLY released to everyone today and when I saw my modules that I will be taking I was like, "OH MY GOD~" *drop jaw*: Maths 2, Cognitive 2, Chemistry, Physics and Molecular cell & Biology. How awesome is that? 1 Science module alone last sem was enough to kill me with straight 'D' grades for all 3 major exams even when I tried my best to do the questions and also studied for it. And now, I have FOUR Sciences. Someone kill me now. I'm totally not looking forward to my first day of class again with 24 other ppl I don't know but it's not the people/classmates that I'm talking about, but the modules itself. I have Maths 2 on my first day of school -.- How awesome again is that. Ugh... I don't even think I can survive another 2 and a half more years studying my course. It's not even me. Okay enough about school, it just makes me depressed talking about it, haha. So, today was my last day of work at City College. It'd be a really long time before I actually go there again(I think). Can't wait for my pay to come in $$$ hahaha. It's getting late. Tomorrow (early)morning my whole family will be going to the wet market & market to shop for our groceries for our steamboat dinner tomorrow night. & I, will be making homemade special tom yam soup taught by my beloved mummy ^^ goodnight everyone!

Stay tuned for an update on my cousin's wedding by the beach/boat!

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Hi everyone :> ain't this picture just oh so cute? haha.
I have been busy these past few days, with personal stuff as well as work & others. Speaking of work, tomorrow's my last day! (yesssssssssss no more shit--which I won't bother to explain cuz it just totally ruins my mood) I definitely can't wait for my pay to come in! I just hope it won't take more than a week to be processed if not I'd be kinda broke till the end of the month. I seriously need to do something about managing my cash well. I admit I shop a lot but I only shop like a lot all at one go? Which I won't spend more than $200, I think. Haha. I need to learn how to save & not spend on things that aren't necessary as well!

Something random: I'm eating a rockmelon/honeymelon now. Idk, either one. Craving for BAK CHANG as well hahaha.

My mum just got back from Thailand 2 days ago and I just went over to her place with my sister a few hours ago. It had been 235866943 months since I last saw her ever since she left. She didn't really call back home nor contacted us as well. She left her dog(Becky, FAT Chihuahua) under my care. I miss Becky so much now :<

Also, my school FINALLY released our Semester 1 results. As usual, I scored a 'D' for both Math & Science but overall grade which includes the 2 past UTs, pulled me up to a 'C' (Thank God). Ah, I think I'll just put it this way:

UT3 results
Enterprise Skills: C
Cognitive Problem Solving: C
Science: D
Math: D
Communications: A

Overall grades(includes past UTs)
Enterprise Skills: B

Cognitive Problem Solving: B+
Science: C
Math: C
Communications: B

GPA: 2.7

Frankly, I'm quite satisfied with my overall grades because firstly, I didn't fail any module. Secondly, there's no 'D' grade so I don't have to retake any! *phew
(These are the 5 modules that I took for Semester 1) As you can see, my math and science is always ALWAYS the worst. I never failed to get 'D's for all 3 Science UTs and 'D's and 'C' for Math. Worst part is that I'm majoring in a course which involves A LOT of math and science -.- I really don't know how. I'm still hoping I could change my course when the 2nd Semester starts or just try to do averagely well and push myself next sem. I know it's not gonna be easy :\

My finalized modules for next semester as well as the timetable will be released tomorrow before 12pm. There's gonna be tougher modules comin up for me, as well as a change of classroom venue with new classmates. I'm definitely not looking forward to presentations and RJs everyday again. Ugh......

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Because sometimes, there is no easy way out. Sometimes, the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship, there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself, knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can’t keeping giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.

Thinking Of You - Katy Perry

I'm eating jam-filled mentos now and it's sticking all over my teeth :\ And my fat dog's just staring at me hoping that I'd give her one of my sweets. She's really damn greedy. Not to mention FAT also. Everytime she sees or hear a plastic bag sound, she'd come to you, sit and stare at you or maybe even jump at you, haha. Yesterday I was at work all aloneee again (Peggy IMY, haha!) and it was really boring. The only time I was kept busy was calling up the tutors and setting/cleaning up of the Science lab before/after the classes ended. And yesterday night while I was on my way home... there was this tall, skinny man, kinda suspicious looking, wandering around my house area. And while I was waiting for the lift at my void deck, I sensed something behind me so I turned around and there he was with his shirt lifted up and pants down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The first thing I did was SQUINT(CLOSE) my eyes and walked away really fast towards the road at the opposite direction. I faster told my dad about it afterward and he made a police report. It's damn sick!!! Never would I have expected to encounter these kinda things. Really, just my luck. Haha. & also 2-3 days ago, someone committed suicide by jumping off the building at the block just opposite mine. According to my sister, it was around 7-8pm and she heard a really LOUD 'BOOOOOOOM'! and also someone screaming. She said it sounded louder than thunder. She thought it was just a tree branch somewhere that dropped then my maid came back not long after saying someone jumped off the building as she saw the wrapped body on her way home. Oh god bless these people. lah gorn na

What I wanted to update last night but my internet was conked up

I wanted to upload a picture but blogger is loading real slow right now so
forget it. Well, I've nothing much to update actually, besides me working
these past few days or should I just say about 2 weeks already? It really feels
like as if I'm working FULL-TIME but nah, tell me about it. Who likes working
full-time? (Besides the money) It sucks. It practically deprives you of your
social life and other things that you want to do or enjoy doing during your free
time. Now I kinda understand why people say they'd rather study instead of
working. Come to think of it, I don't mind getting paid to study really. If I'm
not wrong, there would be one door open to you when you are looking for an
option like that, which is going to the NAVY. Imagine me at one? ...ha-ha. What
a joke, big time. Hahaha. Anyway.. while I was running some errands for Miss Jas
yesterday afternoon, I got myself a book to read. I'm sure you've all heard of
"Chicken Soup for the Soul". I used to read em when I was in Sec 1 or 2. They
were really not bad so I got one of their books over at Borders which had a
discounted price. I was deciding between that book and Nicholas Sparks' new book
release called 'Safe Haven'. Maybe that'll be on my next book list when I'm done
reading my "Chicken Soup for the Soul", haha. I think the only time I really
read is when I've nothing else better to do at home or on long bus rides :\ So
much for helping to look for ribbons and "wasting" my money on books. I shall
update more on my next blog post. Shall turn in now as I've got work at 9 in the
morning tomorrow! *cries* lah gorn na humans.