Tuesday, September 28

RILAKKUMA


My soon-to-be stepmum got me this from Japan

Sunday, September 26

"A random dream"



I still vividly remember that last night I had this dream, of me rearing goldfishes (colourful ones) and owning a Shih tzu dog and we were at a farmside? I know, sounds kinda crazy and weird but yeah that was about it. Hahaha. & I got myself new headphones which are pink and white in colour :>

On a side note, I'm still so full from last night's Seoul garden buffet and it feels like a Saturday to me today. Maybe cause I'm not working? Ah, talking about work... there's work tomorrow again. I really can't wait for my pay to come in!!! ^^

Friday, September 24

What a day



Okay I had QUITE a day today. And let me tell you what happened before I actually left my house and went to work. I texted this guy to remind him to pay for his crash course fees as he had not paid em and even went for the classes despite him not paying for it. Here's our conversation:

Me: "Hi ____, here's a reminder for you to bring your $40 for class EM2324B* today. -City college"

Him: "Sorry, I don't hand over money to ppl I don't know. You could be a psychopathic killer on Singapore's most wanted list".

I immediately asked Peggy if he was a *dingdong*. And ppl told me, yeah he is kinda weird. So that kinda stunned and scared me for awhile. It definitely didn't sound like it was a joke to me.

Okay then, Me: "Sorry, perhaps I didn't make myself clear. Peggy, my colleague, is not in today & I will be the one handling the payments for the crash courses today. Your money is in safe hands, don't worry."

Him: "Oh, I see. So you actually sit in for each other while the other one goes on a killing spree. Not a bad system you got working there."

I didn't reply him after that. I knew he would just go on about us being psychopathic killers or something that was not human I guess. So I just ignored it. When I saw him in school, he was normal though a lil fidgety. I swear I was feeling scared when he sat infront of me waiting forme to look for his change as if I'd eat it.

Peggy didn't come for work today so I was alllll alone till 10plus :c I had so much trouble with the printers and kept calling her to help me!!! Hahaha. I'm glad she's coming school tmrw. But it starts in the morning, 9:30am. I just hope I can wake up and reach sch on time. If not, die. We need somebody to remind us to fill up our time sheet! We keep forgetting!

Thursday, September 23

Dercas Evol

I feel like I had been waiting all my life for someone like you to come along to pick me up from this scattered ground. Sometimes I wonder if time would play tricks on me and you’d just disappear like those beautiful dreams I wake up to every mornin. I can never stop learning from you. I feel like I am a bigger and better person. You breathe life into me and I told myself that I will never wanna lose you in this lifetime. Love makes me feel like I can overcome anything. That’s what you have given me. That’s what I hope to give you always.

Wednesday, September 22

"Work"

All I can say is that I'm full & tired.
Watched Tinkerbell the movie on Peggy's laptop together with her while eating our dinner. Hollow man was just too disgusting to watch & eat at the same time, yuck. Hahaha. Tomorrow's reporting time for work is 7pm! Shiok right, haha. Ok, byebye.

Sunday, September 19

"Back to work"

I'm starting work tomorrow at my private school(City College). Never have I imagined that I'd be going back there, to work. It's my school holidays now and I guess it's better this way rather than to sit and rot at home or keep going out and spending $$$. It's all thanks to Peggy & Miss Jas, they were the ones who gave me an opportunity to work here in C.C. & I'm glad it's not in the mornings, haha! ^^

"FML, again"

I made the bed this morning, swept the floor, prepared lunch, washed a mountain of dishes in the sink, did fucking everything while you just made a mess and you wanna complain that I chop the carrots/onions/garlic too slow, complain that my beehoon was tasteless, complain fucking this and that and throw your stupid tantrums around in the house. Fuck lah. I wanna move out.
"There's no place like home". Fuck it, it's bullshit to me.

"I don't hate life, but I don't love it anymore"

This was taken at the Esplanade

My Dad

Becky, our mega-fatso Chihuahua


It's about 4am now and I'm still up. I wouldn't be able to sleep if I didn't blog today, idk why haha. I got back not too long ago from bowling with my family and some uncles. I've achieved the highest score of my life today for bowling, which is 197! I know it sounds a bit off/ridiculous for an average bowler like me who usually scores around 130-140ish to suddenly play a game of 197. I do miss RP's bowling team and the trainings that we have together. It's like seeing every individual, and a friend, there who is so passionate about Bowling and that they wouldn't give it up no matter what kind of obstacles they faced. As for me, I had to face $$$ issues and also my Dad, whom I cannot go against if not I can say BYE BYE to my hands/head/idk/blah or something. Well, it's just something between me and my Dad that no one would ever understand so yeah, haha. But overall somewhere inside of me, I know I won't ever be able to give Bowling up and I wish that I could go back to training for it some day, playing it to the best of my abilities and get that satisfaction of playing (a good game) and also having fun all at the same time.

Okay, enough about Bowling. Today I was super annoyed/irritated by my soon-to-be step mum. I'm not biased in anyway, it's a fact. I don't know how my Dad is able to stand her. There's just too many stories to tell. It's like... he'd listen to EVERYTHING she says or do whatever she tells him to no matter how tiny or big that matter of issue is. Like pointing at a bottled drink and telling my Dad, "Dear, I want that one~" in that stupid ~tone~ of hers when she has TWO hands that are working perfectly fine to take the drink herself. Like c'mon, she's just standing infront of it! -drops jaw- I can't imagine living with her forever till I die, or she dies. Ah, the same.

I got my job scope yesterday sent by Miss Jas in an email. After I read it I was like whaaaaaaaaat, is this all that I'd be doing? HAHA! I think only Peggy will get what I mean. Now I understand why she doesn't know how to tell me, hahaha. I feel like a messenger a.k.a saving the environment person. Hahaha. Omg my eyes are droooopy now and I have yet to shower ever since I came home. So off I'll go now and get some goodnight's sleep. Toodles~

One more thing, FML!

Friday, September 17

The new ipod nano




Cool huh! I would get this if I didn't have an ipod touch already :> Love the pink.

Thursday, September 16

so full

Met Al today around 7-ishpm at Marine Terrace & we headed over to east coast park to find Darren & Jerrold. She wanted to surprise them but HAHA they didn't seemed very surprised. The 'Fight Works' place was just filled with people's sweaty odours, you know. Hahahaha. So while waiting for them to end, Al & I headed to Macs first to get a drink and we sat down and chitty chatty till the 2 of em came over. Then we walked all the way to lagoon to have our dinner. I'm still so bloated from it but it was a good one. We didn't take any pixs :<>

Sunday, September 12

Just a thought

I need to have self-control over my spending of $$$

My new baby



I got this Sony Cybershot DSC-W320 @ a hot deal of $299! Super worth it. It has an intelligent auto mode which will help you decide what kind of mode you should use without having you to even touch a single button. It'll just do it's job for you! Like if you wanna take close up shots, it'll automatically go on a 'macro' mode for you and if you're taking a portrait shot of yourself, it will go on a 'potrait' mode and it even has a smile detection and auto takes when you smile :> It has a few more awesome functions but the best part of this camera is that it's 14.1 megapixels!!! Hahaha :> Can't wait for my fisheye holga camera to arrive!

Saturday, September 11

Volkswagen Beetle

I always wanted one of these beetle cars since I was young. Like the red or white one (omg, why so patriotic) haha. I think the yellow and blue one as shown above is nice too :> Anyway... I've considered getting one of these when I'm older, like when I have a stable job :> because I've yet to get my license and obviouslyyy... these cars aren't cheap!!! The new beetle cars like you see in the pictures above cost at least $102K and the ones you will see below, the new beetle cabriolet, cost like $150K or more :\
Oh well, might as well admire it first and save up for my future car, hehe v[ ^.^ ]v



I find this interior of the cabriolet damn pretty but ya, I won't get a pink interior to begin with. Haha! I just find them unique, pretty and cute at the same time.

This is how the new beetle cabriolet looks like. Love the red but I don't really like how the car looks with the top on. Like... it'd be red and then with the black top which will look soft? Okay, my explanation really CMI but yeah.. try to understand what I mean, hahahaha. But then again, to drive this in Singapore a bit funny right, like idk. PLUS my hair would be super messy because of the wind which will be raping my hair, haha!



Check out this cute BARBIE EDITION of the new beetle

Love the pink

But I don't really like the interior where it's pink & black.

I will still check out other cars like BMW or AUDI, HAHA JOKE. Like I'd ever even be able to afford it. But I'd still check it out anyway. Okay BYE :>

Friday, September 10

To my best girl, AL.

Don't kill me for putting this up, haha! It's cute okay! :>

First of all, I'd like to say congratulations to both you & Darren! :> See, I told you this day would come. Even though there were some shit experiences for you, it's alright. Life's never perfect for anyone of us. We all go through our ups and downs before actually finding what the heart really wants. I bet you're a happy and blissful girl now, so enjoy it while it lasts! :D hehe. Love you, miss you.

With lots & lots of love and kisses,
Kelly

Thursday, September 9

A must watch!

I would recommend you guys to watch this. I'd say it's one of the best movies of the month so far. I'd give it a 4.5/5! Do catch it if you can :>

Wednesday, September 8

Gave up studying Science

Communications paper today was quite alright. I hope I can get an A or B+ for this paper *cross fingers* HEHE. Thank god I finished every question on time, so no more loss of 12 marks again!!! Haha :>

Studied Science with mil at JURONG WEST library (fucking far from my house) and don't ask why we went there, he wanted to change his pants cause wet from the rain -.- and we went through the first ten problems with skipping + giving up on some in between and giving up on like the last 3 problems as well. Totally failed studying Science. The only thing I clearly understand and know is the first problem out of the fifteen. Pathetic right... I tried ok! It's too hard for me to understand. Not in one day before the exam at least :< my bad for studying last min. And this paper carries 50% or 60% weightage of the whole entire exam marks that's gonna be counted for GPA, tsk.

Tuesday, September 7

Tuesday

I lost 12 marks (just like yesterday) for my exam paper today.
I have problems with managing my time.
2 papers down, 3 more to go!
I hope comms paper tomorrow won't be a killer :>

Monday, September 6

SHIT MONDAY


Today was a really really bad start to my first final exam paper of the week. Well, I woke up late due to my laziness + me snoozing my alarm. I had to be in class with a bunch of unknown humans whom I've never met in my life for 90mins (this is not bad, just really awkward). I reached class 15 mins late. Everyone was starting the paper already and my com gave me major problems like of allllllllllll times, it had to happen during the exam itself! It didn't want to ON! I wasted like almost 25mins for the paper just trying to fix and upload the UT questions in my com which I couldn't find anywhere on my UTClient as my com GAVE ME PROBLEMS AGAIN, ARGHHH. So ya I lost like 12 marks altogether just like that *snap fingers*, 4 of which were MCQ. M-C-Q OMGGGGG. So much for doing my open ended questions first -.- I still lost so many marks. There goes my 'A' :c

Sunday, September 5

Canon Classics


The Classic Canon Camera


Pictures taken with the Canon P
(it's kinda small here, go search one up on the internet :> )

(Credits to camarasclassicas.blogspot.com)

Initially, I came across these bunch of photos on flickr that looked "film-like" I should say.
I found it really pretty and I could actually stare at 1 photo for very long, admiring the picture.
Ok, I know sounds weird/crazy but yeah, it's so true. You HAVE to see it.

The camera shown above is the camera that is responsible for taking these pretty photographs! :> It's called the Canon P(populaire).
Be it a self-portrait, a scenery, animals, skyscrapers or something else, each of these beautiful-effect pictures tell a story that leaves one thinking & admiring it.
How I really wished I had one of these!!!!!
But I know that will never happen :<>

Saturday, September 4

Ordered!

I ordered this Holga Fisheye Lens camera!
It comes in 4 colours: Black, Yellow, Red & Blue.
I chose the Blue.

Some samples of the film, pretty right? :>
It even comes with a multi-colour flash.

Can't wait for it to arrive, gotta wait for about 2-3 weeks heeheehoohoohahuhaaa.

Starbucks

Starbucks coffee chinchow much, hahahaha

Friday, September 3

:>
I lost concentration for studying enterprise since 30-45 mins ago?
What could possibly motivate me to study/do well for my UT3?
So many question marks,
???
:\

(ah, back to studying)
b-o-r-i-n-g

Thursday, September 2