Thursday, August 7
Quote of the night
“It isn’t possible to love and part. You will wish that it was. You can transmute love, ignore it, muddle it, but you can never pull it out of you. I know by experience that the poets are right: love is eternal.”
Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
Can't even remember when was the last time I came back to my own blog and write an entry. Not very long ago I'd say but the consistency is totally not there at all, oops…
Been really busy working my ass off, keeping myself occupied and not waste my day(s) away.. So far work has been good to me, my bosses have been really kind and understanding towards me, and I really appreciate all that they've done and taught me for these past 3 months. Never would I imagine myself to be picking a retail job over flying. Many of my relatives or friends go like, 'WHAT, WHYYYYYY~??? Travelling around is so much better and much more fun! WHY YOU'D QUIT!???" and yes, majority would think that I've made a damn foolish decision to leave flying but well, I'm not regretting any of it. Travel? I can leave anytime!
Been feeling really lousy to the max these past few days….. And being the fool that I am, drowning myself in sad songs even more instead of facing the facts and moving on. It feels like I'm sucked into this dark stage where I cannot get out. Sometimes I can't help but feel that I'm really crazy. It really hurts so much when you give someone your all, you stick with em no matter what. Then one day they just give up on you and won't even fight for you. The one thing you would never have done to them, they could do it with no hesitation. What's worst is…. you can't do shit even if you wanted to. They don't want you back, they just give up.
How do you look at the one you love and tell yourself its time to walk away? :'<
Been really busy working my ass off, keeping myself occupied and not waste my day(s) away.. So far work has been good to me, my bosses have been really kind and understanding towards me, and I really appreciate all that they've done and taught me for these past 3 months. Never would I imagine myself to be picking a retail job over flying. Many of my relatives or friends go like, 'WHAT, WHYYYYYY~??? Travelling around is so much better and much more fun! WHY YOU'D QUIT!???" and yes, majority would think that I've made a damn foolish decision to leave flying but well, I'm not regretting any of it. Travel? I can leave anytime!
Been feeling really lousy to the max these past few days….. And being the fool that I am, drowning myself in sad songs even more instead of facing the facts and moving on. It feels like I'm sucked into this dark stage where I cannot get out. Sometimes I can't help but feel that I'm really crazy. It really hurts so much when you give someone your all, you stick with em no matter what. Then one day they just give up on you and won't even fight for you. The one thing you would never have done to them, they could do it with no hesitation. What's worst is…. you can't do shit even if you wanted to. They don't want you back, they just give up.
How do you look at the one you love and tell yourself its time to walk away? :'<
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