Sunday, March 16

Sunday night

Its 10:05 PM now and I'm FREEEE from work, spending some alone time now and munching on some 4-pc sushi I got from ntuc while doing grocery shopping with my family just now - p.s. I did have my dinner. My blog's dead, always dead even though I say I'll revive it but NOPE it does not happen, haha. Since I'm free now and using my lappy, I thought why not just post something and make it come alive again (period) :p

I've been in and out of Singapore lately like almost consecutively every day, and people ask me if I feel homesick or miss my country and etc…. Sad to say that my answer to them is NO. The only ones I'd be missing or miss is my family and loved ones. Other than that sadly, I don't miss anything else about Singapore. Not the food, not the people, not our transports here and definitely not the weather. I guess flying to different countries and staying there made me realise and see so many different cultures, people, and experiences altogether. And the only thing I'm looking forward to right now here in singapore is moving to my new home, that's all. I need a change, I want a change. And maybe trying out a new part-time job or something like working in a cafe or some small shop, I'd totally give the place a hella' good service. Even small things like greetings and compliments, who doesn't like receiving them? Well it makes my day when someone greets me anytime happily and giving good service. Something which majority of the Singaporeans lack. When I was in Australia, their service was tip top and the people there are so helpful and smiley all the time. Then when I came back to sg, its like ugh I'm back here with all these gloomy earthlings :\ There's just so much more outside of Singapore and I'm glad to have experience a bit of the outside world.

Flying aside, I have been rather cautious of what I put on my face lately. Till the point where I've stopped putting anything at all. And surprisingly its getting better. I couldn't tell if the products I used were just bad for my face or I'm just stressed and shit, or still going through puberty and etc - thus the sudden breakouts. I used to apply toner and moisturiser every day and night, scrub my face with some facial scrub twice a week, I really tried taking care of my skin but it got worst apparently :\ so I left it alone for about 2 weeks now, only using facial foam to wash my face every day and amazingly, my face got better. But am left with pimple scars now which I hope would fade away soon enough cause my face looks so bad with so many scars I FEEL UGLAAYYYY :'< haha. Wish I could just take an eraser and just rub it off or something. My face has never been so bad till now, in my 21 years of existence. Never. And I regret not taking care of my face well in the past, especially when I used makeup and never washed my face or removed my makeup with anything but WATER. I took my good skin for granted and tadahhhhh this is my face now with so many breakouts and scars. So girls who use makeup, make sure you really clean your face properly and maintain your skincare routine and for girls who don't use makeup, try not to start putting so much makeup cause really, its no doubt bad for your skin, haha. What ever happened to the Kelly who loved make up? Haha.

Okay I'm sleepy now, will end off the post here with some recent pictures I took in gold coast :>