Okay, this is really hard to be put into words but I'll try.
Last night I sent out a FB message to someone whom I've always admired (in the inspirational kinda way) - don't get the wrong idea, and he actually got back to me! *jaw drops* Know that it took me A LOT of courage to send that out. I would printscreen what I sent out here but... nah.
Who would've thought that the most cutest guy in school would've got back to an absolute nobody/stranger like me -..- haha yeah. I actually felt happy because.... I actually made someone's day, just by congratulating and praising them for their efforts and stuff like that . Not just any old how kinda praises but true ones? How do I exactly put it, I'm not sure?
Then I realised that we humans actually like people who sing us praises. Right? It makes us happy with ourselves and it kinda motivates us to continue what we do best and that somebody actually recognizes the efforts you put in or contribute to society, in some way or another. Hmm......
Thursday, May 31
Wednesday, May 30
Over at mum's
Spent a day at mum's yesterday after not seeing her for so long, together with our fav all time fatty dog, Becky! Missed em.
Photos below, enjoy :>
Photos below, enjoy :>
Tuesday, May 29
Sunday, May 27
Saturday, May 26
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So GSS has started but I didn't exactly find anything I really liked yet.... just got myself a cream coloured jeans from F21 going for $30+ and a pretty shorts from topshop, which cost me quite a bomb :\ I loved their bikinis but it was like $66 -_____- ouch. Definitely wouldn't spend that kinda $ on BIKINIS which I HARDLY wear! :<
I shall make full use of my holidays and catch up with all my fav ppl! :>
Friday, May 25
TGIF
Pretty much everything that sums up my entire friday today. Pictures not in order - too lazy and troublesome to rearrange em :(
Oh and not to mention, today is the last day of school for our first semester term break for 2 whole weeks! v^.^v It's short, but beats having no holidays at all right? Haha, so shan't complain. Sad part is that when school reopens, I have a whole string of UTs/exams lined up for me, argh. That means I'll have to start studying soon, nOOooOOooo~ :< and its the last chance for me to pull my GPA up or at least maintain, before going for internship :<
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Jeremy, Andrew, Nad & I took part in RP's UTRC today after school. (Don't ask why we even took part, we just did. Haha) There were 29 different stations set up altogether.
Loved Archery just now, it was my first time getting my hands on it and using the big bow and arrow thing~ reminded me of the hunger games while playing with it, haha :B
Tennis was difficult omg, the racquet kinda almost flew out of my hand cuz it was heavy on my first hit!
What sucked even more was that most of the game stations had their own time limits/objectives which made the whole challenge even more competitive and tough :\
I DISLIKED the dragonboating one which required us to complete pull ups, sit ups, monkey bars, jumping through this ladder thing and through this I DONT KNOW WHAT ouch, all within 2 minutes! I ALMOST DIED at the monkey bar part cause I have this weird phobia of jumping up/reaching out for high bars, but I had to if not I would have dragged my team down hahaha. That was definitely one of the most tiring stations!
I'm dead tired now, I can't feel my legs. Shall turn in soon.
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Jeremy, Andrew, Nad & I took part in RP's UTRC today after school. (Don't ask why we even took part, we just did. Haha) There were 29 different stations set up altogether.
Loved Archery just now, it was my first time getting my hands on it and using the big bow and arrow thing~ reminded me of the hunger games while playing with it, haha :B
Tennis was difficult omg, the racquet kinda almost flew out of my hand cuz it was heavy on my first hit!
What sucked even more was that most of the game stations had their own time limits/objectives which made the whole challenge even more competitive and tough :\
I DISLIKED the dragonboating one which required us to complete pull ups, sit ups, monkey bars, jumping through this ladder thing and through this I DONT KNOW WHAT ouch, all within 2 minutes! I ALMOST DIED at the monkey bar part cause I have this weird phobia of jumping up/reaching out for high bars, but I had to if not I would have dragged my team down hahaha. That was definitely one of the most tiring stations!
I'm dead tired now, I can't feel my legs. Shall turn in soon.
Happy holidays everyone! Or at least for us, RPians ;)
Goodnight, xx
Monday, May 21
Saturday, May 19
Friday, May 18
Ok the more I stare at my own pic, the weirder I think I look, but anyway.............
I have been on a diet for the past five days, today being the 5th, and my weight is now at 48kg!!! I lost 2kg in just what, 5 days?!?? Still heavy, but I'm getting there - to 46-47kg. Some of you may think like "wtf that's not heavy" but I'm only standing at 158cm tall, so yeah. Of course if I were to be 165 or 16-ish then of course that's kinda light but NO I AM NOT THAT TALL, SADLY. And I'll have to face the fact that I can't grow anymore, really. *SIGH*
And no, I didn't starve myself in case you were wondering.
I quit eating those junk food like chips and cookies and whatsoever JUNKIE foodies.
I cut down on my sweet drinks intake and forced myself to drink A LOT of water every day.
I definitely cut down on my carbo intake, which includes RICE, noodles and bread. Especially my maggie mee intake omg.
Eat more fruits :> no harm done to your body, hehe
Will be going running later!
xx
Thursday, May 17
Relationships are harder now..
Because conversations became texting, arguments become phone calls/texts, feelings become messages, sex becomes easy to some, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become our way of thinking, getting jealous becomes a habit, trust has been misused/lost, cheating becomes an accident, leaving becomes the only option, and being hurt becomes natural.
To us, teens, these days....
To us, teens, these days....
Monday, May 14
Monday
I've been too lazy to update or do a proper post. Shall do a quick one before my laptop overheats again and shows me the black screen :\
Life's been catching up on me pretty fast and I guess I could say certain things changed or took a turn for me at least... I don't know. I don't quite know where I'm heading towards yet in life nor what I want to do with it exactly. I guess I'm not the only one feeling like this right now, especially since it's my last year in poly or maybe even studying :O I don't know. And there's so much more ahead waiting for me, I'm quite scared actually for what's to come. I realised nothing in life is constant, really. We live in an ever-changing society whereby anything and everything could just change *snap*, y'know.. We just have to learn, deal and adapt with it, live with it. It could be a good and/or bad thing for some of us but I sure hope it won't turn out all that bad for me and have it all figured out at least :\ Ahhh.......
Life's been catching up on me pretty fast and I guess I could say certain things changed or took a turn for me at least... I don't know. I don't quite know where I'm heading towards yet in life nor what I want to do with it exactly. I guess I'm not the only one feeling like this right now, especially since it's my last year in poly or maybe even studying :O I don't know. And there's so much more ahead waiting for me, I'm quite scared actually for what's to come. I realised nothing in life is constant, really. We live in an ever-changing society whereby anything and everything could just change *snap*, y'know.. We just have to learn, deal and adapt with it, live with it. It could be a good and/or bad thing for some of us but I sure hope it won't turn out all that bad for me and have it all figured out at least :\ Ahhh.......
Saturday, May 12
Wednesday, May 9
Monday, May 7
Sunday, May 6
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I don't mind walking that extra mile. You know I would do everything in my power to see you smile.
Saturday, May 5
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