Happy Halloween

Don't know what I'm doing
(Credits to Aizad & Jeremy)

& SFC @ RP flooded just now............

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WHAT A CUTE CAR! Totally lovin' the colour and size.

BANGS

Cut back my bangs again!
Strawberries (rubber band) from Cecilia, sweet girl :>
I need a new hairstyle/colour, suggestions anyone?

School tmrw again ughhh, what a long week ahead. But I can't wait to get my new camera this coming Thursday! Apparently it's an advanced birthday present from Dad.

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Some of the souvenirs Dad brought back from Europe!!! I'm definitely lovin' the watch he got for me which was specially handmade in Venice :) Thanks Dad! <3

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Do cherish every single moment you spend with the ones you love. Because someday, they will leave you and you'll wish you had spent more time with them when you had the chance.

Friday night

Phuture & Zouk last night. Danced, drank, smoked, drank somemore. Wasn't all that fun but loved the company I had :>

We only live young once.

Fri Morn - Happy 18th Baz! :)

Surprised Baz with a cake and muffin yesterday in school! Just look at her face, hehe :>
Happy birthday to our cute and small bazzzzzz! Hope you had a fantastic lovable 18th! ;)

Thurs night

Met Al for dinner at Mos Burger (cravingsss) and she was so sweet to buy me lil things like my favourite snacks to cheer me up :') thanks girl <3 After dinner we shopped around for her stuffs a bit before having beers over at AMK S11. I kept staring at the fishball noodles ppl were eating, I swear it looks damn good!!! hahaha I will so have em one day! Anyway..... we talked about me, about friends, life etc... I felt much better after that. I don't know what I'd do without her sometimes, really. I'm grateful and appreciative to have friends who never fail to be there for me and love me for who I am. Thanks once again girl, love you even though you play with your own chewed gum. xx

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You knew damn well what you were doing
You knew damn well who you were breaking

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I admit that I stole my sister's penknife blade this morning. I remember how I always questioned how she cld do such a thing to herself, like is it worth hurting yourself over something or someone? Well, no. But at least I knw the pain inflicted on the surface of ourselves wld hurt more than the pain that we feel inside our hearts.

Lightning

Tried capturing lightning from where I was seated yesterday. Pretty much describes how gloomy I felt as well. Sigh

Tonight

> sad and depressing
> went to the beach ALONE
> cried my eyeballs out
> punched the wall
> deactivated facebook
> consumed 1364582953 painkillers

just let me die in my sleep

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Laidback Luke @ Zouk

Last night was fucking crowded and kinda hectic/wild but at least the night was worth! Not being racist or anything but is it just me or were there a lot of malay dudes there last night wasting space? -- by wasting space, I mean em just standing there with their arms folded and with a sian look on their faces? :\ quite spoiler right? Hahaha.
Bumped into many familiar faces last night. From secondary sch to RP schmates. Met Tilia's friend, Ron, as well. Had a few drinks and danced. T & I kept switching from Zouk to Phuture - Phuture to Zouk like umpteen times.

I WANNA GO FOR THE HALLOWEEN ONE NEXT SAT @ ZOUK! ;)
Planning w/ my Year 1 Sem 1 clique, hehe.

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My insecurities and uneasyness are eating me up alive :<

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Forever the case

Overslept and gave class a miss today. Honestly, I don't think I've ever attended classes 5 days straight in a week since year 1 sem 1 ended? Lol.
I'm damn sad I lost my favourite bracelet :( sigh, it probably dropped outside somewhere yesterday while I was with Ally...

& I miss you.

Wed

Class/mod was fucking boring yesterday. Really wasted everyone's time.

Tues

Today's class was mindfucking again, until now I am still unclear on a lot of things. What's worst is that I missed the first class for this mod and hell yeah I was fucking lost today, hahaha. Plus, I'm a really really SLOW learner when it comes to Math & its shitty equations and stuff. I couldn't even fucking solve a (1/4 x 1/2) WITHOUT the help of a calculator, like total WTF???!! Haha! Sigh... chemistry + maths is NOT COOL...... not cool at all, so fucking tough I wanna die.

Class ended rather late today, so I didn't get to go to Little India nor Tekka with my babies but back home to send my dad and J off to Europe. Am waiting for nic to come over now, teeheeHEE I missed him. Boring shit lab management tmrw, ughhhhhhhhh.

Monday blues

Ohhhhhh haiiiiii ho school/lesson sucked SO BAD for me today cause we had to deal with shit calculations that were really mind fucking, no kid. On the bright side, my PP got approved today (like finally) and I got to see ALL my beloved babies heh ^.^

Can't wait for tmrw!

Sunday

At Al's. Love you, stay strong for the time being <3

Happy 21st, Kermise!

It was my dear friend's 21st birthday yesterday held at Costa sands Pasir ris and I managed to catch up with the birthday girl, with Miss Jas, and the rest of the girls who came :) It was a rather lively, face cramping and fattening night for all of us, haha. I hope the birthday girl enjoyed herself yesterday ;) xx

Friday - At school

Got bored........... yeap, I blew into the glove.


If you're curious, we were making this plastic thing yesterday and had to examine it.

How it looks like through the microscope....... I still think it resembles a bone.

Fir did this while I was away, hahaha tsk

To do list:

> Pack extra clothing tmrw for Kermise's 21st birthday chalet
> Buy Kermise's present
> Transfer $50 to Tilia (flea)
> Labcoat

Lab

So, we had a lab session today for p&c science and we handled liquid nitrogen and dry ice with different stuffs/materials like candles, rubber bands, rubber gloves, foams, glue stix, carrots and etc. Just random materials you can think of. Ah, the pics below will do the talking.
PLEASE DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME! ^.^

Okay, that's me hammering something, I can't remember what HAHA!

Lab again tmrw, sian.
On the bright side, tmrw's FRIDAY!!!!! :D :D :D

My face when I read today's RJ question........

Based on today’s problem, apply the knowledge and experiences relating to the statements below. Please share your reflections, thoughts and applications/examples. If you can't describe what you are doing as a process, you don't know what you're doing. By W. Edwards Deming The idea is to have global standards. There is so much travel that if you just had a regional standard, it would probably ultimately have to be changed. By Gijs de Vries

Like, the fuck?????!?!????

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Why's the week passing by so slowly..? Tomorrow's only Wednesday :( The only thing I'm looking forward to tomorrow is seeing my bbygirls and my previous sem classmates (in my current class tgt with other ppl we don't know -- everyone's tired of socialising around). Oh, and also breakfast & lunch break times..... hahaha. Shall turn in soon, I'm out! xx

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Whole day feelin' like this, haha! I gave school a miss today cause my period cramps hurt like F.U.C.K.! I couldn't even drag myself out of bed w/o feeling in pain. I swear I'm gonna die or something when I'm pregnant in future. *ok touch wood* & I love the weather today, heh. Just submitted my PP for rework again, I hope it gets approved this time, PLEASE!!! :o(

& sigh, classes have been a bore :( my mods are really stressful and boring, sucks much. How am I gonna survive for the rest of 10 weeks?! Kill me now.

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