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Monday Blues

Got through it. Applied Physics sucked so bad, and it's gonna get tougher :'( Sigh. Will I get to see you again?

Flea Market Bazaar @ Marine Parade

This was how I spent my Sunday from 8am-6:30pm! Thank god for my wonderful neighbours/friends, cousin and sister who were there to help me out throughout :) Overall, it was a good day of selling of all our barang barangs, earned about $86 for myself? Hehe.

Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.) - 24th June

Had dinner after school with Jon, Sk and Vanessa at Everything With Fries over at Katong/Joo Chiat area. Definitely a cute and cosy atmosphere for dinner + mouth-watering desserts! :p Love ALL their different seasonings for their fries especially. & you gotta try their Nutella Milkshake, it's reaaaalllllly good!

Got a haircut today

Before (REALLY thick hair) + my still oh so swollen face

After (THINNER lesser dry hair)

Just got a lil upset when the lady cut my fringe when I told her not to (I kinda put my fringe up in the pics cuz I'm totally hating fringe now) But overall, I'm happy and satisfied with the end result :D My head definitely feels lighter!

Swollen face

Looking like a hamster (fat face)

Ok I look like shit in the photos but I just wanted to show you how I looked like when I woke up to a swollen face this morning; almost like a goldfish, no kid. My eyes were xtra small too due to the puffiness of my cheeks, especially my left cheek!!!!!! It just makes my face look fat :( and it kinda itches as well idk why! Well, it gradually subsided throughout the day but not completely yet. I think it's an allergic reaction cuz in class I started popping out rashes (again) :( :( :( The puffiness has subsided now but I can still feel that it's abit swollen and still itchy as well. I daren't apply the rash cream on my FACE least it becomes worst cause I don't know if it can be applied to the face :\ I'd be giving class a miss tmrw and go to the doc's if it hasn't 'healed'!

BB Cream Review

'10-in-1'

Hi ppl! I'm here to comment about this (kinda) new Bio-essence BB Cream because recently quite a few people have been asking me which foundation or bb cream I use on my face so..... yeah.
I've tried only the '8-in-1' and '10-in-1', I have yet to try the Aqua one but I guess it should be just as good as the rest but more of moisture I guess if you have dry skin but the coverage won't be as good as the other 2 products because it's more to the sheer/translucent 'natural' looking side.
Personally, I prefer the '8-in-1' one because I feel that it has more coverage to my skin(covers my panda eyes and whatever blemishes/scars I may have on my face) and it doesn't make my face look so WHITE as compared to the '10-in-1' when it is already quite white on my skin since I'm already tanned!!! -.- hahaha. The '10-in-1' is actually very similar to the '8-in-1' one just that it contains more moisture as compared to the '8-in-1' and it's more for whitening if you'd like that. I like how the '10-in-1' covers my flaws effortlessly (I don't even need to use a concealer) but my face doesn't exactly need the moisture it gives to my face so it makes my face look oily or sweaty when I'm not!!! :( & I definitely don't need the whitening! So, I hope this helps! :) I highly recommend these BB cream products. Easy to remove and I guarantee no clogged pores after that! ;)

T.G.I.T. (Thank God It's Tuesday)

I say T.G.I.T. cause I've no school on Wednesdays which is a BIG amount of deal for me considering how lil sleep I have nowadays. Just look at my panda eyes/eye bags -.-

On the bright side, my UT1 exams are over! Still think I'm gonna flunk almost all of my papers but since it's done, I shan't dwell so much on it and just study harder for the next one which is in another 2 weeks time.......... yeap, double -.- zzzzzzzzz. Life sucks, eat ice cream. Or just eat whatever you like. Okay bye night night.

Maybe it’s time I stop letting people in. Maybe I should keep them out, from my world, from my thoughts. I don’t wanna get close to anyone and then start losing them or lose them. I can’t take anymore goodbyes. I’m afraid, I really am.

AT SCHOOL, THIS >

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Eventually the fast text message responses will become slow. The long conversation will cut short. The attention they give you will become neglected. The comfort they give you will become something awkward. The time they have for you will become non-existent. The feeling of being close to them will become distant.

Goodbye.

Happy 19th, Mel! (Friday night)

(More photos up on my Facebook!)

I hope you had a blast last night with us and on your actual birthday as well, Mel! Once again, happy 19th! :)

You just leave me standing here on my own.

I’ll run away with what makes sense to me and walk away from all the pain I feel in my heart. But what about you? Am I just so easy for you to walk away from?

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Do you know how tough it was for me today?

How much of an impact can one human being have on us?

If I could, I would just run away, right now. I’d just pack a little bag and go away. I’d not even leave a note, because who cares. I don't have much money on me, I don’t drive either. Where would I go? How would I even get any further than about halfway toward town before pain was too much? No where, no way, so here I am. I hate getting too close to people. Because when I thought they would always be there for me, they eventually leave. It's so easy to play with love, so easy to fool someone, so easy to make someone cry. But it's definitely so hard if you're the one who has been made a fool and the one who cried. I used to think of you as somebody that would never ever hurt me. I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am, wanting you anyway. The loneliness is too much tonight and I cannot deal with it. It makes me wish that I drank and just knock out for a day or two and just sleep it all away, but I don't really drink either. Going to school, hanging/being around friends, the movies that I watch by myself at home and etc make it seem like that fixes it. Every single day my heart breaks more from this silence. Writing isn’t helping me at all tonight.

Hurt.

I've lost my way. I used to know how to feel and I used to know what to say. But these days, I can't seem to do anything right. I carry on like I've always done, but things don't get any better. I smile and pretend to be okay/happy, but underneath it all, I'm just a sad being trying so hard to get back to where I used to be.

All love shifts and changes, nothing lasts forever.

Monday blues

Totally.
But on the bright side, I survived a whole day's class of applied physics + an exam after that!
Still think I'm gonna flunk the paper though. Yeap, my self-confidence is always (mostly) at it's lowest.

t shirt

absolutely adore this shirt, if only I could have it ^.^

Happiness is a fragile thing

I need to learn how to stop destroying myself, stop being so hard up on myself and be nice to myself.

BELYSA

Guess what, the area highlighted in yellow in the picture above is my new unit/house! :D
It's located at pasir ris and I'd be living just BELOW the penthouse, on the 17th floor.
Can't wait to move in, LOL.

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Ok ya say hi to my shit just woke up makeup-less faces. I got bored of studying and ended up taking photos with my webcam and daydreaming :\ Have yet to bathe, am still in my pyjamas rotting with physics. Hate physics. I think I need to do something with my hair, it's really thick. (But I still want to keep the length) Should I layer it? But I'm really afraid that I'd look like a curly ass poodle after layering. Ah...... ok nuff of talking, back to physics. Bye! ^.^

Time check: 1:11pm

Left with 1 more problem to go for physics and need.to.buy.printer.ink.!!! then start on materials science ah ah ah so much to do, so lil time. Next week is gonna get rough and tough, S-I-G-H. Why are our sch holidays so short?!?!?!! >:(

Make my day

Caught up with one of my favourite girls, Tilia, yesterday. Met her at City Plaza to do some shopping and collect her pretty brown "string string" bag like the black one that I have now, hehe. I saw this REALLY pretty black dreamcatcher necklace with black feathers (just totally wow) I had to order it. Yep, order :\ they didn't have stocks in the shop so I still have to wait for the person's call. Oh and the one you see in the first picture above is the one I got from Bugis street in one of the shops at the first floor which cost me $17.90. You must be thinking what a waste of money to buy so many useless necklaces which are all kinda of the same, just different sizes, colour, pattern and etc. Well, I'm a sucker for these necklaces so......... hahaha. But really, the black one from city plaza is REALLY pretty, I will take a pic of it the next time I have it :B ANYWAY...... we had lunch and shopped around city plaza, I think we were there for about 3 odd hours? Quite long considering that the place isn't exactly that big or anything, hahaha. I wanted to buy a few clothings but most of them that I fancied had to be ordered, meaning I'll have to pay and wait for it to arrive -___- Honestly, I hate waiting for my clothes to arrive. Like... you pay for it but you hadn't got it on the spot? UH......... lol! Okay so lunch was rather funny, Tilia & I were reliving the city college days and somehow we ended up talking about this classmate of ours..... shan't say the name in case she stalks me as well, HAHA. But really, I don't mean to be mean or anything, it's just that she IS weird. In a sense that she says or thinks about things in her own weird perspective that is just not true or completely doesn't make any sense. Ah, I don't know how to say :\ I think only ppl who knew her in our school would understand, hahahaha. After city plaza we left for bugis street to shop somemore (my goodness) hahaha. That's where I got my dreamcatcher necklace :D had dinner at the market nearby and we headed to vivo because Tilia had to collect something from her workplace. We were kinda travelling all over the place yesterday that our legs and shoulders were aching! We slacked at the rooftop together before heading home. It was an awesome day with her! Can't wait for next Saturday because I'd be setting up a flea booth with her at SCAPE. Do drop by if you can! ^.^ toodles~

I want :(

This shirt

& the red Snow White shirt!!!